Speak out and be heard

Speak loud speak proud just to get your point across. Never give up never surrender when the world closes in on you this is not a time to be a pretender. so stop in your tracks and surrender. The world is heading to a bad bad place. You better come prepared, hell I'm packing my MACE!

This is a call to all those who think we can do better. A shout out to the masses to get off your asses and back up what you speak. We are in a world of trouble and its our government that seems to reek.  No WREAK havoc on the masses of the underpaid and uninsured. WREAK havoc on the somewhat rich who don't recognize being OVERLY WEALTHY is a bit absurd. I mean to make dollars hand over fist while children in your street starve? You ride in luxury cars when the down payment can help one beaten child get out of a situation that will forever leave them scarred.  Look around you take your time. Life is no fairy tale and for most of us there is not happy ending to this nursery rhyme. When the bough breaks the housing market crashes. When Humpty Dumpty falls there is no fixing him the kings mean are more concerned with raising our taxes. This place is a dump and no one can see this. Shit why are we so worried on who does and doesn't  speak English? The money we owe to some foreign dictators it amazes me we have yet to tall any of our Front Office positions national traitors. OH Communism is bad it will bring about the end of what we believe? Oh that is until they give us money to pay for our Capitalist greed.  Yes China opened its doors and all is forgiven. So what they have generations upon generations of abusing and neglecting their children and women. Rich upperclass men rule our and their country. Well I'm a lowly lower class minority so I guess you don't give a fuck to hear from me. I say we all get out there and take our streets back. Of course whenever we try this they flood our neighborhoods with hoodlums selling crack. What you don't believe me and the shady shit our government is doing. We've exposed it on film watch a documentary put down the game system and educate yourselves. Then maybe just maybe hope for change can honestly happen. We finally got a black man in office, but nothing can change without PROPER backing. He isn't the savior you wanted he's just another puppet. Government's true heads are never seen by the light of day then are in dark alleyways underground and frankly in powerful chairs in other countries. Oh yes land of the free home of the brave sounds great epic and inviting. Remember when those words were written we were run by COWARDS who felt it proper to own SLAVES. I mean how are we so free so powerful so almighty and so RIGHT when the only time we use our power is to gain money in an international OIL Fight. We worry about middle eastern Allies and foes. While local goverments are broke bringing our neighborhoods down with their woes. I guess in all this time i've gotten off on some kind of tangent. But I look around at this world I'm living in and frankly I can't Stand it. Like the picture says we have to fight against this system. But this machine is far to great I guess I should just be THANKFUL you all bothered to listen. I'll probably never be able to speak any more truth. Gotta go find a job sell out to the man in order to save my little humanity and its hole ridden roof. 
So those are my thoughts all flooded on a page. Inside us all who pay attention I expect you can understand and feel my rage. Now its one thing to bash a country you love and respect. But open speech in a public forum is the ONE thing they have yet to wreak. So if you feel what I'm saying sound off stand up and salute. Under all the falsehoods backstabbings and underhanded dealings our good old RED WHITE and BLUE still means something as long as you are able to express YOUR TRUTH!

Eagles swoop in to take Nnamdi Asomugha away from Jets, Cowboys - Shutdown Corner - NFL Blog - Yahoo! Sports

Eagles swoop in to take Nnamdi Asomugha away from Jets, Cowboys - Shutdown Corner - NFL Blog - Yahoo! Sports

This was the most intriguing news I've heard since the lock out ended... I love my team and I especially when they make moves that prove they have yet to give up on finally capturing a championship.

First week almost complete, 7 full days in a new location. Miss my friends, but all in all the experience has been great. Jobs lining up better the expected, but not as fast as I had wanted (of course I wanted a job within the first three days, but we all know that was a fantasy in the world we live). So much more to do outside my door then what we had in Stockton this is true. I'm not as active as I used to be so I'm working on getting out more. No longer shall I be a lump as said LUMP STATUS has lead to far too much boredom in the last few years. Television is my friend here but sadly the news seems like worse or something. Don't know what it is, the anchors are just so blah. Don't understand why it feels so fake, but I suppose that's just the LA way ha ha. Hey I may now be a resident but you can't take the Bay out of these veins. Hope this Saturday proves to be a good time. Doors being open to wifey's crew to finally see her for the first time in like FOREVER. I believe all my local friends are preoccupied so her meeting with them will have to come at another time. Not sure if I have any other LA/SoCal peeps that would like to come by and say hi. Those who do should know how to reach me. Anyway just a little update on the life of this man D as he moves YET AGAIN to another location in the constant search of some place to finally and PERMANENTLY call HOME!.

*A look inside the mind of D*

McNabb on the move

Donovan McNabb trade to Minnesota Vikings finalized, source says - ESPN

He's still one of my Faves but dammit if I didn't want to forever see him an Eagle. That dream has come and gone, then the HORRIBLENESS of last year has forever tainted who this man truly is. I mean come on no he hasn't won the BIG GAME but he's gotten his team so much farther then most in their careers. He's a great talent a class act and still has plenty left in the tank, so to see the stupidity he had to endure at the hands of the Shanahan clan upset me so much. Now he is headed to the frozen North to play with a team left in shambles after bulldozer Brett rolled through. I mean come on what can we REALLY expect to come from this trade. Yes I hope he proves the world wrong and dominated the NFC north but we all know Green Bay, you know the Defending champs, haven't exactly lost anything since last year. Oh well I'm glad to see him out of the stink hole that is Washington but I can't say I expect much from this latest move.

Here and now

Happier then a pig in shit? No. Happier then a new divorcee at the bunny ranch with his Exs part of their money? No. Ok ok, Happier then a teenage girl at a Bieber convention? Well yeah kind of I mean who wouldn't be happy with the Biebs?


So the move has gone swimmingly. Love life so very much right now. Being at home with the wife has been great, having our own place was long overdue. I must say everything is coming along very well. Two beds Two baths and it's all ours. This has been a great experience and it has made me look to other changes that I feel are needed for my life. Who knows what can be accomplished when we put our entire being into it. All I know is no matter the end result as long as the honest attempt is made then it's a success in my eyes my friends.


- a look inside the mind of D -

Over when it's over

All things change morph evolve....
As life demands change comes when you least expected but when it arrives it should be welcomed with open arms.


To whom it may concern,
It was nice knowing you I won't be seeing ya and in time my thoughts of you will fade. It was fun while it lasted and it lasted rather shortly, but in the grand scheme of things you were a life changing bump in a rather rocky road. Days passed and you were there always allowing me to prosper so for you good words I share and nothing but kind thoughts shall be fostered. Though there were troubled times and even some epic disasters the life you've helped me to live has been a good one. New friends New funds new memories to call upon.
So I bid you adieu this Central Valley life I'd been living goodbye to all things good and bad and all the knowledge you have given. I say goodbye to you and all who are in it and say good luck to those who choose to stay. Was willing to stay a moment longer but it became very clear to me I had to say GOODBYE.


- a look inside the mind of D -

Less is more

The water's call is the wave's crash. A call of this nature must be answered. So answer it we shall!


We leave for a new destination we travel down a brand new path. Where it leads we can't be sure of, but one thing is for sure it's going to be fun. So ready for the change the upcoming days are going to bring. Massive purchases big bills increasing pay and new scenery all in mind; these are the things that continue to light the path even during the darker times. So lighted paths are to be followed any fears can be swallowed down, we keep moving forward with the knowledge it's the right thing to do. So here we go off into the sunset me and my love off towards the Ocean Blue.
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a look inside the mind of D

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¿Qué Ríco?

The exotic women of this world will be the death of us all.


They have proven to be the death of many a man. Now I know what you are thinking, hey how dare you make such generalizations! I say simply this it's my blog and I'll write what I want to. So excuse me if you plain Janes of the world feel like you deserve some attention.


Well you aren't going to find it here. Oh and my definition of plain Jane is most likely different from yours. To me Blonde hair + Blue eyes + Big boobs= snorefest. I mean after the 80s you can find that any and everywhere. So keep your Deckers and Livelys and give me some Gonzales and Jacksons.



Life is meant for variety. As written in the past, women are the ultimate gift in life yet a woman's scorn is Earth's greatest curse. This is my warning to the world don't take their beauty for granted, though with age it may fade their souls grow more gorgeous with each passing day. If you turn them away for fear of commitment and containment eventually you'll find yourself alone wishing someone saw you as being worth capturing.



Never judge the film by it's trailer it's never as good as it seems and a book rarely matches with the dullness of it's cover. The ladies can easily be the same way. Things are never as they seem, and what seems to be fact most often is a work of pure fiction.


In my experience the quit and shy by the looks of it just may surprise you, whereas those who talk a big game most often fail to live up to their own self promotion. Innocence sheds off quickly and quirkiness is an illusion of self. Dull and boring is truly non existent if you open your mind, and what turns on so many in all honesty is really desired by so few.


So viva la white girl if you must, but they can prove to be too much. After the insanity wears itself away what is left. Formerly a good time, but quickly good times can fade.


So do what you will just recognize life is about more then the party and eventually you'll need to find what's real! You'll get there someday my friends, you'll get there someday.

I'm thoroughly enjoying my reality my friends

What the day makes

Day half done & yet it feels the same as the beginning. We make our way through life never truly knowing where we are headed but we are so focused on the travel so many of us can miss the point of the trip. There in lies the troubles of man, we are blessed with a world that suits us but we never take  the time to suit this world.

Hitting the road once again, things are always moving changing morphing for the better. Things go crazy at times, but the crazy is what makes it simply magical. Tomorrow begins the final countdown, all the earning and savings will hit it's final leg. This is the section we call "The FINAL COUNTDOWN" (*play epic music here*) there is no turning back.
So much to do in a limited amount of time. Yes, the time crunch is definitely on my mind, but I know it is all for the best. In order to be at our best we must put ourselves to the ultimate test. We are ready to prove we can be as good or better then the rest for success is our ultimate quest. Never believe life isn't meant to be a fest, live your life full of laughter happiness and jest. ok done with this test the rhyming is more than i can digest so I will give it a rest as I know I'm simply the best in the quest for jest.

- a look inside the mind of D -

Jeter has done it and it EPIC Fashion

You couldn't write it better if you tried....

Jeter homers for 3,000th hit, first Yank to do it - MLB - Yahoo! Sports

Say what you want about that man who is a Yankee through and through has accomplished something no one else associated with the evil Empire has done. 3 thousand, the mark that INSTANTLY places you square in the hall of fame (unless of course you are a moron who makes utterly foolish life choices).

I most definitely am NOT a fan of the Yanks nor do I care much for them Sox, but Talent is talent dedication to the game is to be respected and that man JETER has earned and deserves everyone's R.E.S.P.E.C.T!

Report: Yao decides to retire - NBA - Yahoo! Sports

Report: Yao decides to retire - NBA - Yahoo! Sports

It was a career of HIGH Hopes of Disappointing results. He was a good player when he could stay on the court. Not every Big Man was naturally meant to be so BIG. 7'6" is a lot of strain for a man from the "Far East"

Though I'm not surprised he is calling it quit I will be surprised on what the Rockets will do now that there International gold mine will be missing

Rep your Set

Had a thought today. So many people throw out the term Ghetto far to easily. I was wracking my brain as to why this is & I've come to the simple conclusion... People just don't understand the levels of Low Class Living like we used to.
Think about  it, the people so quick to call anything a little jacked up Ghetto.  What ever happened to just being hood. That's right Hood remember that? What about those  fools hustling to be hood-rich? Ghettos are crowded, dangerous & damn near unliveable. Hoods are liveable & for the most part a damn entertaining experience. I mean come on hood thugs are laughable in comparison to project peeps or ghetto gangstas.
Ghettos are full of people who were unable to escape creating more people who also may never escape without extraordinary athletic talent; amazing ability to express their pain through media, the arts, song, or a helping hand from Oprah!
Hood life on the other hand can be escaped. There are opportunities for those living hood life, but of course the wrong turn can & will lead to the heart of the ghetto! Hoods are  suburbs on the down slide while ghettos are hoods that took a nose dive.
Of course as a man who has always lived ghetto adjacent  what do I know really? I was adopted into a good life for which I have been blessed. Though it sucks I don't have any memory of my first 3 months of life every part of my being tells me my early Oakland life was probably ghettotastic & my adopted Hayward hood life was a definite blessing.
So in closing there is more to life then rich , middle class and ghetto. There are many shades of life that go unaccounted for. Hood, Trailer, Pimpish, Billionaire, and so on and so on.

Lockout #2

Well well well another labor dispute in professional sports leads to another Lockout. Problem is the NFL Lockout isn't looking to threaten the season. Shockingly enough though the football season is right around the corner all signs are pointing to a season will happen and possibly in time. Now the NBA season just ended so the next season is forever away, but somehow according to the people who know everything the 2011- 2012 season is in question. Seems hard to believe, but the billionaires the multi-millionaires and the partial millionaires are so apart on all the issues that resolution looks mikes and miles away. Certainly hope they can come to a compromise, though I'm not the biggest BBall fan in the world I do enjoy checking in throughout the season. Besides this past finals was awesomely amazing you have to be insane to follow it up with no games being played.


- a look inside the mind of D -