Wednesday, August 13, 2008

Frustration

Ever have an issue when it comes to patience? You know I've been very patient as of late. haven't let the small things cause me to lose my temper. Just keep reminding myself that PATIENCE is a VIRTUE, and GOOD THINGS COME TO THOSE WHO WAIT. But isn't that in direct contrast to the EARLY BIRD GETS THE WORM. Or the fact that in this life if you truly want something you are often expected to go get it. I don't know I've always been more of the laid back sort myself waiting for good things to come to me, but I've also come to realize good things don't come to me all that often.
I've just been driven crazy this week waiting on good things to happen. I've been expecting a new cellphone for a week and things just keep delaying it. I'm on the last bit of life with my old cellphone and I don't really know how much longer i can be expected to wait on the new one. This all comes after someone broke into my truck causing me unnecessary expenses that are cutting into my plans for the near future. A lot of my current life is banking on things i have envisioned for years to finally come to fruition, but there is no telling when that will actually happen. How things have been panning out I'll probably when super lotto tonight and have a stroke tomorrow morning. You know just to shake things up a bit.
All I know is it should not take any phone company this long to process a deposit when the money has been in the bank for over a week. I would say FUCK IT and walk away, but Nicole and I both desperately need new phones. I'm not even breaking the bank with what we are getting as much as i wanted to. No we are being reasonable, so it raises the question why is responsibility fucking with us at the moment? All i know I am going to be incredibly happy when i finally receive my order and one step closer to achieving all the things i have planned for our lives.
Phones -- L.A. --- Apartment/Condo --- Good Jobs ---- Happy life.
Yeah I know its pretty crazy i see all that starting off with some phones, but hey a boy can dream right?

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

you know if you want you can get it! only thing that stops you in this life is death and maybe some breakin legs and arms LOL....I have been calling all morning and we will get those phones!