Feel Free To Express Yourself

These are simply a couple of examples of ways I found to express myself. That or I was simply drunk and it seemed like a good idea at the time. I find that was often the case in my younger days. I've always tried to convince myself that I'm some sort of free spirit an artist in my own mind. The more I get to know myself I've come to find this couldn't be further from the truth. In fact I'm a bit uptight and at times can be a downer. Frankly this new discovery about myself has made me realize its time for change, for this is not the person I choose to be. I want to live my life with a song in my heart of gold and a witty retort on the tip of my tounge.... That's right I'm looking to become some sort of Gilmore girl. Its a shame how far my vision of myself is from my true self. No worries though this is all very changeable with a slight attitude adjustment and a chance to do something fun. What? I don't know maybe something like Vegas in June! My near future is going to be dedicated to making this trip happen. We (Nicoke & I) need this trip. I want to recapture the opportunity I wasted in Vegas. Sin City is suppose to be fun. After living the crap I lived there its going to take one hell of a trip to make that the case for myself. Discounted deal at the Bellagio, heart of the strip, with my awesome wife and if any friends decide to come equals one killer ass time. With or without a crew we are going to have a great time and hopefully acheive returning my fun nature as well as recapturing my love for Las Vegas, Nevada the best thing to happen to the desert since sand.

Twitter Rant

I find myself getting more and more wrapped up in the twitter world. Its a wonderfully delightful place full of TWEETS and TWEEPLE. OK this madness has got to stop. As i browse the Twitter site I see more and more people getting sucked into the world of TWEET. Celebrities and common folk alike are being sucked into it and frankly, I don't understand why. I can tweet til my hearts content, but it does not make me any more charming or any funnier then i was the day before. Why should anyone care what i have to say in 140 words or less each and every hour of the day. I wonder why people have stopped investing in a BLOG. You can update them as much as you want and can say as much as you want. Why deal with the restrictions of 140 words to get your views across. Feel free to check out my twitter either way. I simply use it to see what makes me laugh in the shortest amount of time. http://twitter.com/dustaquarius

UFL overhyped MINOR league?

Frankly this should be the shortest blog I think i have ever written. To put things simply this UFL or United Football League which is quickly getting press is nothing more then Minor League football. I see nothing wrong with that though. Every other major professional sports have minor and/or developmental leagues why not the NFL? Also if you really think about it there is nothing different about the UFL. It's not a new concept its just another chance for a group of rich guys to make money on a sport that is a proven money maker. No more NFL Europe meant something new would have to come along. I hope the games are competitive and I hope the NFL rejects that wash out of NFL training camps get shots to prove their worth in this new league. Yes we all know the biggest name already headed to this new League is Mike Vick. Now there are only 4 teams with 6 games each so this will be a real quickie league with small paychecks and even smaller audiences (ending by thanksgiving doesn't eliminate the PRO and College competitions). I guess people in these locations should be happy that they will get a chance to enjoy any football action:

Hartford: A team in conneticut? What are they going to be called Money Makers?

Las Vegas: Finally Someone is gonna give SIN CITY a shot to be CORRUPT OFFICIAL CENTRAL

Los Angeles: It's about Fucking time football returns to one of the biggest sports markets in the fucking world

Orlando: Why the hell not eventually every city in Florida will be host to one team or another

New York: Like the Jets and the Giants aren't enough football for one fuckin city

San Francisco: Can't believe the 49ers are being forced to move down the pennisula for a new stadium but this franchise is getting handed AT&T park

Sacramento: Football in California's capital. One can only hope it works out better then the attempt at BASKETBALL in the state's capital

NFL Free Agency

It's early on in the free agency period in the NFL and yet there have already been some interesting moves made. Well not really to interesting, but I know this next year it's going to be hard being an Eagle fan. As it stands now my team has lost Buckhalter (not really a big deal though he is an accomplished back up) and Dawkins(hands down my favorite player on the team who i was hoping would have the opportunity to retire as an Eagle) to the Broncos. Now that's two players gone and yet nothing brought in. Housmanzadeh doesn't look to be heading to Philly as I'd hoped and even if he does slip into free agency I know my team won't put up the money to bring Marvin Harrison in. Now with our lack of moves we might as well trade Donovan since we aren't planning on being much of a factor next season it would seem.
The biggest news as of yet seems to be coming out of the AFC west. As mentioned the Broncos and their new Regime have scooped up Dawkins and Buckhalter from the Eagles as well as J.J. Arrington from the defending NFC champ cardinals. As that was going on the Chiefs were able to make a Steal of a trade. I don't care who you are and how much you doubt him outside of the patriots system but to give up MATT CASSEL and a proven linebacker in MIKE VRABEL for just a second round pick seems like the dumbest move on the planet. What were the Patriots thinking. Yeah i know Brady's coming back and no one is going to pay a back up QB 14.5 million dollars but a SECOND ROUND PICK when you are giving up 2 stars of your team from last season obviously someone has been taking hits from Micheal Phelps bong.
Now for all you Niner fans it would be a HUGE deal if you could woo kurt Warner to your team. That deal would pretty much be the only way you can gurantee more then 3 wins next season. You realize you just signed a guy from the titans who in 16 games last season only managed 41receptions 449 yards and a single touchdown. Seems to me that's not much of an improvement on what you already have on your squad. The problem isn't so much the receiving core its the lack of anyone to get the ball into their hands. Oh well maybe you guys could work something out with my crappy team who have a QB and only one person on the squad who proved they could catch anything too bad he's the running back that we run ragged. I tell you what I officially quit my team when they let westbrook go. I mean right now my beloved Eagles this off season have lost

CORELL BUCKHALTER

BRIAN DAWKINS

LITO SHEPPHERD

where do we possibly plan on finishing next season I'm banking on 3 in the nfc east just beating out the COWBOYS.... they signed KITNA for christ sakes

100% ME

My Life is so Random I just had to go in front of the camera to document my addiction please enjoy this is me being truly me..... do i really sound like that? What's with my ultra neurotic mannerisms?

Oscar Sunday freaky Sunday

Well It’s that time of the year. We sit back and watch our favorite thespians garner the accolades they deserve… yes that’s right i went to College for a little bit bitches back up off me…. I love watching the long drug out show simply referred to as OSCARS…. This will be a pretty cool Academy Awards Show in my opinion. I must admit I’m honestly frightened of what gibberish we will be forced to endure if Mickey Rourke comes away with a victory.  I am still puzzled as to how it comes to pass that Slumdog Millionaire (simply put the biggest movie of the year by FAR) has no nominations for acting.

Well it’s about T-minus 4 hours and counting until the show. Time to get the snacks ready possibly something fancy like prosciutto and brie with a glass of white wine (who am I kidding. Cheetos and Boones Farm is much more likely) All I can say is hope everyone out there in internet land gets a chance to enjoy the show like I hope i will.

Almost the Weekend

So crazy how fast this week has been going by. I swear I look up and next thing you know It's almost the freakin weekend. I honestly can't believe it's Thursday afternoon already. It's utterly crazy how an entire week has almost gone by and I feel as if I have yet to accomplish anything. Job apps are floating out in the ether, but as for now that's all they are doing is floating.
Well something positive has come out of this week. I've been watching enough news to actually know what's going on in this world. My only thoughts about anything though are about my tax return I mean now that California has a budget does that mean the state will be able to pay me the money it owes or should I still be expecting one of those damn IOUs to show up in the mail? I am really not sure when it comes to that. Life is going good for my wife. She has a couple things going for her. A job that is promising her a decent future with a good wage and well ME. I mean you can't do much better then ME...hahaha Sorry it may sound cocky, but I can't help that I'm a huge heaping Hunk of burning love Man Meat.
OK that's my silly quation for the day. So now I'm off. Oh and I am sooo loving this lovely laptop of mine. Wow as i watch the news I come to realize more and more its quickly sucking being a california citizen. Damn maybe I should have kept my Nevada Residency active. Damn me and not seeing into this blique dismal future.

Life is on the Come Up

Yes that’s right people ever since my 28th birthday things are starting to look up for me. Have spent a TON of quality time with my beloved wife. Have a working truck, which is something i haven’t truly been able to say in years. And now we have a very nice Laptop something I’ve always wanted and never have been able to get. Watch out world now I’ve gone complete tech head. Have a killer laptop, a nice smart phone which I will upgrade this summer when the Palm Pre comes out, and all this has made me a very happy internet geek. Yes life is pretty cool now if only i could find a great job to help me afford all this loveliness. Hate the economy we have been thrust into. There is like a 13% unemployment rate in this “Most Miserable” city that I stay in. So everyone and there mom are applying to the same jobs I find myself going for. It’s just plain hectic.  Sad to say if I were back in Vegas I’m pretty sure we’d actually be doing pretty well right now, but if we were in Vegas we’d probably never have gotten to this point. So in life’s many ups and downs I suppose I’ve pretty much broken even.

What a day for disappointments

The past 48 hours has come with some very interesting revelations. Chris Brown has the nerve to beat a woman, Rhianna isn't as gangsta as her being from Barbados would have you believe. Them chicks is suppose to be packing whips and chains and voodoo shit. Shit he's lucky her ass isn't straight from Haiti or the bayou or some shit. I mean who goes around biting women, well I guess he can always kick it with Marv Albert (you really think we forgot Marv?)
And in other news A Rod got caught up in baseball's never ending struggle with steroids. It's a shame really so young so talented so overpaid, and now an *(yes those commercials are getting to me I suppose). My favorite thing is even though the fool has openly admitted to cheating for multiple years including an all star MVP season there is nothing baseball can do about it. No steroid policy until 2004 (further proof how out of touch baseball can be. I mean like steroids were created in 2000 and were completely unheard of before then. Are you kidding me). So now one of the biggest and highest paid stars shall forever be labeled a cheater. How does "America's past time" recover for some crap like this.

Rolling Strikes Bitches

For the first time in many many years I found myself bowling. To cap off a great pre superbowl weekend, Nicole and I headed over to Manteca to the only decent bowling alley in our area. It was great fun and a wonderful time....even though my arm hurt like a bitch afterwards. I tell ya something three quick games can sure wear you out when you haven't bowled in ages. Needless to say I was the victor. I accredit it to my wearing a bowling shirt because it had nothing to do with any form of skills on my part. The question is what shall I do to top it this Pre Birthday weekend.