Last day of may means June is upon us. With that summer is here though it feels nothing like it. Love this weather wish it would stay for the next three months though I'm sure it will be over in three weeks. Can't stand the upcoming 100 degree days wish I could have 74 degrees year round. That is just not a possibility as long as I'm stuck in the central valley. So my sights are set elsewhere, it's beyond time to go. So go I shall the sooner the better.
- a look inside the mind of D -
Tuesday, May 31, 2011
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Story Time
We happen upon a jogger. Young fit handsome man headed the right direction in life, UP. The jog, oh a good 5 mile jaunt, part of a well crafted routine that has made him into the man he is today. If not for the 5 miles three times a week sprinkled in with his semi annual one man iron man triathlon (it's only him as most men in his town are far too fearful of the treacherous tide out by the shore for the swimming portion and the women, well they just go for the show). Yes Craig is the ultimate specimen of man, a fine example of what every 27 year old should strive to be; but little does the world know Craig is holding onto a secret. A secret so damning it would tear apart the fabric of everyone in this quaint mountainside town's existence. You see Craig is such an attractive figure to all he encounters for one reason and one reason alone. Craig is and has been since his birth a modern god.
Little is known about the advent of the modern day Deities, but one thing is for certain they are out there and surprisingly their numbers are growing. To truly grasp the concept one must be willing to accept a simple truth....Gods are REAL. That being said it goes even deeper then that, Gods are real each and every god is real. So no matter the mythology, belief or location; the power of faith and true belief gave those older Gods power. This is an unknown fact that has been written and spoken of yet its a fact often taken as fiction. So as a natural born Deity Craig has had a blessed life yet not even he knows the true reason why. As far as he is concerned his only power is the ability to draw people in to eventually do his will. If Craig truly knew how powerful he truly was he'd most likely end up like his father before him. No he is not the son of Zeus or Allah neither Yahweh nor Odin, no his Father was Donald. Yes that Donald, the one from the news who was locked up for embezzling trillions from the major economic centers on the planet. The government never discovered he was a god. Nor did they understand how a man could escape from the strictest most secure prison on the planet or how he got assistance all the way from not only the guards to the warden to the damn first ladies of several of the countries he stole from. The man was so despised the name Donald was banned from the world's name library. To this day no woman man or child can speak the name Donald nor are any young of any species are allowed to have any form of the name Donald outside of pet rats. Of course if Craig had known who his father was he may had figured out he could do more then simple acts of persuasion. Well it seems best for the world he doesn't know the entire truth about himself, yet.
Don't worry Kiddos their is so much more to tell in this post almighty world. Yes all Gods are now real, but only because the one true God allowed it to be so once he left the unchosen to fend for themselves. This is the world YOU live in I'm just the gentle soul here to translate these stories unto you. These are the DAMIEN TALES.....
- a look inside the mind of D -
Little is known about the advent of the modern day Deities, but one thing is for certain they are out there and surprisingly their numbers are growing. To truly grasp the concept one must be willing to accept a simple truth....Gods are REAL. That being said it goes even deeper then that, Gods are real each and every god is real. So no matter the mythology, belief or location; the power of faith and true belief gave those older Gods power. This is an unknown fact that has been written and spoken of yet its a fact often taken as fiction. So as a natural born Deity Craig has had a blessed life yet not even he knows the true reason why. As far as he is concerned his only power is the ability to draw people in to eventually do his will. If Craig truly knew how powerful he truly was he'd most likely end up like his father before him. No he is not the son of Zeus or Allah neither Yahweh nor Odin, no his Father was Donald. Yes that Donald, the one from the news who was locked up for embezzling trillions from the major economic centers on the planet. The government never discovered he was a god. Nor did they understand how a man could escape from the strictest most secure prison on the planet or how he got assistance all the way from not only the guards to the warden to the damn first ladies of several of the countries he stole from. The man was so despised the name Donald was banned from the world's name library. To this day no woman man or child can speak the name Donald nor are any young of any species are allowed to have any form of the name Donald outside of pet rats. Of course if Craig had known who his father was he may had figured out he could do more then simple acts of persuasion. Well it seems best for the world he doesn't know the entire truth about himself, yet.
Don't worry Kiddos their is so much more to tell in this post almighty world. Yes all Gods are now real, but only because the one true God allowed it to be so once he left the unchosen to fend for themselves. This is the world YOU live in I'm just the gentle soul here to translate these stories unto you. These are the DAMIEN TALES.....
- a look inside the mind of D -
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
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Picture if you would an alternate truth. All this talk about the end and Gods ultimate judgment had me thinking. What if it had already come down. Who says the book of revelations is a future tale? Maybe just maybe it's a distant history and we live in a time outside of God. The world could be too much of a waste to destroy, but heaven was filled with true believers long ago and all that were left decided to live lives of denial. Denial that later became blissful ignorance. Generations later there would be no record or any collective memory that hope of eternal light was lost long ago. So we live awaiting a great tomorrow that may never come. Picture that and say you won't have nightmares as I do. I have come up with a truly frightening reality and I call it
DAMIEN TALES... Enjoy
Off in the distance, far beyond the clouds, lays a land of hope and prosperity. It's a glorious place full of dreams fulfilled and prayers answered. Sounds too good to be true?
Well that's because that's just a dream an illusion if you will. Oh this land exists, it's really quite real. The catch is the smiling happy faces and the glorious happy lives are all lies. Each joyful person is living in a land of denial. Ignorance is bliss and they are so blissful for they know not what they truly desire.
Take Johnny for instance. Johnny is married to Kate. They met in film school and rather then continue on with making the next great American drama he instead moved to this beautiful suburban home had 3 children and currently is the towns personal cinematographer. Oh he's happy, in love, and proud of his 3 sons. Fulfilled to the fullest he believes, but deep inside he is filled with resentment. While he is successful and smiling he knows Kate trapped him and suckered him into this life. Of course this happens when the pride of film school falls for the worse yet most clever pretty girl in class. Though Kate graduated with him(thanks to major contributions from not only her future husband but also a few well placed kisses to unnamed parts of the deans person), she knew her future in this world would be based not on her film skills and more on her ability to bend the wills of men. Kate is a harpy and a damn fine one.
Let's meet Riley. Riley is a very beautiful girl. Church goer who always does right by her fellow man. Riley is easily a ten and yet Riley has decided to tread through this world alone. Alone but never happier. Unlike many others around her, Riley finds comfort in being alone. While alone she feels the most alive and she feels only in her alone time can she truly be the best follower she can be. You see when she's alone that's when Riley gets her truly deep visits from the lord. She says not just in spirit but her lord and savior physically comes to her in solitude and fills her body with his love. She is ravaged by the lords love. He tells her the deepest truths while he fulfills her physical needs. She is truly the lords favorite and he will truly whisk her away to his far away kingdom in the life hereafter. All she needs to do is wait for his divorce to be finalized. Yes after his divorce her lord Johnny will happily lead her to the great light, the sunshine of eternal happiness.
This is a truly unique land full of secrets and mystery. If they only knew the truth then and only then will they be able to recognize their whole reality. Yes life is a sham when truly observed in this post rapture world...
It's been a millennia since Jesus' REAL return yet these great great great grand children of the aftermath are still blind to the truth. If only their forefathers had chosen to leave a trace of the truth. Eternal life was never in their futures so why feel bad for any temptations they gave into they were all damned anyway.
Sad sad fact history is written by the winners, but when the real winners ascend it's on the losers to recognize whether the real story needs to be told. These losers went the denial direction and honestly this is the life you all lead. How I know this you ask? It's simple really, I'm one of the chosen simply here to enjoy the show. My name is Damien and these are my tales from above...
- a look inside the mind of D -
Friday, May 20, 2011
Best cartoon ever
It may be old and out of date, but this has got to be....
The BEST CARTOON ever!!!
The entire thing has been stuck in my head all day so I thought I would share. Yes it's corny predictable and a bit disturbed (a wolf sent to hell comes back just to sit in), but I love every second of it so Enjoy :-)
- a look inside the mind of D -
The BEST CARTOON ever!!!
The entire thing has been stuck in my head all day so I thought I would share. Yes it's corny predictable and a bit disturbed (a wolf sent to hell comes back just to sit in), but I love every second of it so Enjoy :-)
- a look inside the mind of D -
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Fantastical Thoughts
Standing above the clouds
Stars stand still
Air is thin but so full of energy
This is the view in which the world should be seen
High above the BS the pettiness the rage hate and ignorance
If only we all could be above it all live so high so free if only the heights can be reached by all for this is the ultimate sight to see
head in the clouds and full of thoughts. Thoughts of tomorrow and what's to come, thoughts of the past and what has been. Always thinking of something it's the way greatness is achieved. So what thoughts intrigue you on a daily rotation in your mind?
Today is a day full of choices, but frankly each day is. With each decision a new path is laid before you. With each step we take on the path a new question arises, are we going the right way? Frankly we will never know until it's too late. But what can you do really? All anyone can do is keep heading forward and hope for the best. Hell all we have is hope anyway, once that is gone reality seems far too real.
- a look inside the mind of D -
Stars stand still
Air is thin but so full of energy
This is the view in which the world should be seen
High above the BS the pettiness the rage hate and ignorance
If only we all could be above it all live so high so free if only the heights can be reached by all for this is the ultimate sight to see
head in the clouds and full of thoughts. Thoughts of tomorrow and what's to come, thoughts of the past and what has been. Always thinking of something it's the way greatness is achieved. So what thoughts intrigue you on a daily rotation in your mind?
Today is a day full of choices, but frankly each day is. With each decision a new path is laid before you. With each step we take on the path a new question arises, are we going the right way? Frankly we will never know until it's too late. But what can you do really? All anyone can do is keep heading forward and hope for the best. Hell all we have is hope anyway, once that is gone reality seems far too real.
- a look inside the mind of D -
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
For the love of Television
While Jersey lives on others must DIE...
Back in the day I wanted to go into television production like my hero the ultimate badass when it came to producing long and short running teen crap Peter E!. Random I know but the man shaped my suburban teen mind so much (damn you Concord and your young white washed influence HA!). Now others may choose the classic Aaron Spelling or the people who brought us modern REALITY Bunim/Murray, hell you may even cream for the man behind all things E! Ryan Seacrest (how the man goes from being an annoying host to holding producer credit on everything pumped out by a craptastic cable network I will never understand).
Even though my bank account isn't happy I chose not to pursue that life looking at the long list of failing cancelled and canned shows reminds me I made the right choice. Yes I have no fancy title, no extravagant suits, I have never dined with celebrities and I've rocked the same vehicle for the last decade, but my sanity is still intact and that is something that can't be bought. Television is a cruel cold hearted business and I don't believe I have the asshole mentality it would take to make it to the top. Keep in mind if you are not on top in that business you are in for a short run in the industry. So I thank the heavens being a struggling writer held more appeal. I love my daydream fantasy so much more than my alternate reality of popping pills while dealing with network big wigs troublesome actors pompous directors and fickle audiences. So props to all those who try, personally I choose to sit back, watch, and allow the mystery of how it makes it on the magic box in my living room to stay just that A MYSTERY.
Back in the day I wanted to go into television production like my hero the ultimate badass when it came to producing long and short running teen crap Peter E!. Random I know but the man shaped my suburban teen mind so much (damn you Concord and your young white washed influence HA!). Now others may choose the classic Aaron Spelling or the people who brought us modern REALITY Bunim/Murray, hell you may even cream for the man behind all things E! Ryan Seacrest (how the man goes from being an annoying host to holding producer credit on everything pumped out by a craptastic cable network I will never understand).
Even though my bank account isn't happy I chose not to pursue that life looking at the long list of failing cancelled and canned shows reminds me I made the right choice. Yes I have no fancy title, no extravagant suits, I have never dined with celebrities and I've rocked the same vehicle for the last decade, but my sanity is still intact and that is something that can't be bought. Television is a cruel cold hearted business and I don't believe I have the asshole mentality it would take to make it to the top. Keep in mind if you are not on top in that business you are in for a short run in the industry. So I thank the heavens being a struggling writer held more appeal. I love my daydream fantasy so much more than my alternate reality of popping pills while dealing with network big wigs troublesome actors pompous directors and fickle audiences. So props to all those who try, personally I choose to sit back, watch, and allow the mystery of how it makes it on the magic box in my living room to stay just that A MYSTERY.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Faith
The preacher steps up clears his throat and begins...
You're all going to HELL!
And with that I was done. The problem is what do you do? You are uncomfortable sitting there while this leader of the flock spews his venom upon the crowd. You want to walk out, but fear attempting to leave mid sermon. All that venom and hate in the name of the almighty would be squarely turned onto you, and that my friends is the last thing you'd want to have happen. A gaggle of gossiping judging faking believers equating you to the devil in and out of church. Is this the lessons that were left for the true believers? What happened to the golden rule and how about the little saying judge lest ye be judged? (that's King James speak for leave the judging to the big man above.)
What if Jesus has come back and walks among us now? Maybe he simply decided not to reveal because the world simply isn't ready for the eternal light. Maybe there is too much technology to much reality television too much classless behavior and far too much ignorance for the awesome glory that is THE ONE to be revealed. Of course that's all just a matter of opinion....
There are plenty of others who aren't waiting for the end or the big arrival of some mega spiritual something or other to rescue us from ourselves. Things are the way they are and possibly always will be, but where's the fun in that really? Who wants the only big brother watching over us to be the hateful and hurtful secret government? Give me an all powerful compassionate yet vengeful dirty any day. Though confusing and hard to believe at times it gives the world hope faith and a subtle shape to the everyday madness. So God bless us everyone open up your Christmas presents and dye your Easter eggs for the lord art with you. Praise be the meek the weak the strong in faith and the mighty in devotion. Church goer or not you all are blessed saved praised and able to pass go if you are down with all our almighty bro! (hey he is the son of god, but we are ALL God's children therefore Jesus is your Bro!)
Look to the heavens and pray for rain. Drizzle of blessings downpour of praise the sun maybe shining but with the proper faith it may be raining for days.
Hallelujah Amen
Or as the blasphemous humorist of this generation would say
Praise Him HalleyLouYur muthafuckin take it to the chuch y'all!
- a look inside the mind of D -
You're all going to HELL!
And with that I was done. The problem is what do you do? You are uncomfortable sitting there while this leader of the flock spews his venom upon the crowd. You want to walk out, but fear attempting to leave mid sermon. All that venom and hate in the name of the almighty would be squarely turned onto you, and that my friends is the last thing you'd want to have happen. A gaggle of gossiping judging faking believers equating you to the devil in and out of church. Is this the lessons that were left for the true believers? What happened to the golden rule and how about the little saying judge lest ye be judged? (that's King James speak for leave the judging to the big man above.)
What if Jesus has come back and walks among us now? Maybe he simply decided not to reveal because the world simply isn't ready for the eternal light. Maybe there is too much technology to much reality television too much classless behavior and far too much ignorance for the awesome glory that is THE ONE to be revealed. Of course that's all just a matter of opinion....
There are plenty of others who aren't waiting for the end or the big arrival of some mega spiritual something or other to rescue us from ourselves. Things are the way they are and possibly always will be, but where's the fun in that really? Who wants the only big brother watching over us to be the hateful and hurtful secret government? Give me an all powerful compassionate yet vengeful dirty any day. Though confusing and hard to believe at times it gives the world hope faith and a subtle shape to the everyday madness. So God bless us everyone open up your Christmas presents and dye your Easter eggs for the lord art with you. Praise be the meek the weak the strong in faith and the mighty in devotion. Church goer or not you all are blessed saved praised and able to pass go if you are down with all our almighty bro! (hey he is the son of god, but we are ALL God's children therefore Jesus is your Bro!)
Look to the heavens and pray for rain. Drizzle of blessings downpour of praise the sun maybe shining but with the proper faith it may be raining for days.
Hallelujah Amen
Or as the blasphemous humorist of this generation would say
Praise Him HalleyLouYur muthafuckin take it to the chuch y'all!
- a look inside the mind of D -
Sunday, May 15, 2011
thinking while i should be working
Day almost done. So what to do now? Whats to come after this oh I know MORE of the SAME. Thats right my life here is becoming more and more SSDD. Its not a glamorous life but hell its stable right? Frankly life is never easy and things are never quick. Well not as quick as I'd like to see but thats a different story entirely.
All in all its been an ok day. No real complaints. Well of course there is one complaint the same complaint I have every moment Thursday through Monday.... I Wish I was Rich and could be done with this shit, but hell who doesn't question the point of working on the regular anyway?
Friday, May 13, 2011
Uppers Downers and the middle ground
Don't ever doubt better things are ahead of you. Lower your expectations and maybe just maybe you'll recognize the good things ahead of you. Stop dwelling in the negative and the positive will have a chance to shine through.
The above message was brought to you by the perky dick who is always so positive yet somehow makes you feel even more negative then when you first started talking to him. I hate that guy, that's why I make sure to remind him his mother was a whore and he will most likely die of an exotic genital disease.
Then again saying that must make me a pessimist, which it seems is a state of being which truly doesn't exist. Think about it ask anyone you know who is truly pessimistic and they will reply with the old tired line "I'm a Realist!" yeah Realist, every freaking negative person on the planet is just a realist. Makes me question why we would be stuck in a reality of assholes. Like everything in life their needs to be a balance a perfect harmony. Of course that is so easier said then done. As we all know perfection is nothing more than an illusion. So what's to be done? It's simple really, everyone is an asshole just different levels. Delusional eternally happy people jerk faced pessimistic douches and the rest of us who frankly couldn't care less.
So it is written so it is done..HA!
- a look inside the mind of D -
The above message was brought to you by the perky dick who is always so positive yet somehow makes you feel even more negative then when you first started talking to him. I hate that guy, that's why I make sure to remind him his mother was a whore and he will most likely die of an exotic genital disease.
Then again saying that must make me a pessimist, which it seems is a state of being which truly doesn't exist. Think about it ask anyone you know who is truly pessimistic and they will reply with the old tired line "I'm a Realist!" yeah Realist, every freaking negative person on the planet is just a realist. Makes me question why we would be stuck in a reality of assholes. Like everything in life their needs to be a balance a perfect harmony. Of course that is so easier said then done. As we all know perfection is nothing more than an illusion. So what's to be done? It's simple really, everyone is an asshole just different levels. Delusional eternally happy people jerk faced pessimistic douches and the rest of us who frankly couldn't care less.
So it is written so it is done..HA!
- a look inside the mind of D -
Toxic Love
The things done in the name of LOVE....
....You come close my knees go weak. Your eyes your smile your breasts all your cheeks. The thing that bring my world to the land of delight is simply having you in my sight......
So what would you do for a Klondike bar? Oh damn really? But that's your own grandmother man Gross. Ok well obviously you are one fucked up little monkey so there is no question you've endured the foul grip of love. Love once thought to be the ultimate experience in this our human existence, has taken a dark turn in these the dark years of our Americana.
So many people enter the enterprise of love so blindly it's frightening. Question this girl you have given your heart are you sure she isn't just out for your soul? You know that ass and those breasts may be banging, but a devil in a red dress often is an amazing sight to behold. Is good pussy worth the entirety of your soul? Now don't judge me wrong it most definitely goes both ways. Guys have always been accused dogs but some men are straight up full fledge K-9 these days. Yeah he might have a nice ride and some kind words, but wouldn't you know it he's pulled that same act with at least two other girls. This is Sodom and Gomorrah people you just don't know it. In the love game you better look before you leap, but even then you'll probably blow it. Call me bitter and jade but we humans can't be trusted. Women are in it for power and control Men are only in it for fluttering moments. Relationships should be based on faith trust and real deep connections. Sadly often things are based on false things like that ass her bust and the length of his erection. Do I have the answer do I know what's really true? Hell to the no I've been burned at least half as much as you. Pain I've caused can fill the grand canyon and questions I've raised could stump even the wisest shaman.
Why do we do why keep hope that it all will truly work out? Simple, we're in love with the thought the belief the hope of true LOVE in this there can be no doubt.
a look inside the mind of D
....You come close my knees go weak. Your eyes your smile your breasts all your cheeks. The thing that bring my world to the land of delight is simply having you in my sight......
So what would you do for a Klondike bar? Oh damn really? But that's your own grandmother man Gross. Ok well obviously you are one fucked up little monkey so there is no question you've endured the foul grip of love. Love once thought to be the ultimate experience in this our human existence, has taken a dark turn in these the dark years of our Americana.
So many people enter the enterprise of love so blindly it's frightening. Question this girl you have given your heart are you sure she isn't just out for your soul? You know that ass and those breasts may be banging, but a devil in a red dress often is an amazing sight to behold. Is good pussy worth the entirety of your soul? Now don't judge me wrong it most definitely goes both ways. Guys have always been accused dogs but some men are straight up full fledge K-9 these days. Yeah he might have a nice ride and some kind words, but wouldn't you know it he's pulled that same act with at least two other girls. This is Sodom and Gomorrah people you just don't know it. In the love game you better look before you leap, but even then you'll probably blow it. Call me bitter and jade but we humans can't be trusted. Women are in it for power and control Men are only in it for fluttering moments. Relationships should be based on faith trust and real deep connections. Sadly often things are based on false things like that ass her bust and the length of his erection. Do I have the answer do I know what's really true? Hell to the no I've been burned at least half as much as you. Pain I've caused can fill the grand canyon and questions I've raised could stump even the wisest shaman.
Why do we do why keep hope that it all will truly work out? Simple, we're in love with the thought the belief the hope of true LOVE in this there can be no doubt.
a look inside the mind of D
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Oh my
Day in day out pray for better pray for change, but change happens slowly. Things can always improve, but never forget it could have always been worse. I say stay positive & hope for the best it is all that can be done to make it through the hard times that we all must go through one time or another
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Just do you
Why fake it? If you are a bastard then be a bastard. If you come off to the entire world as a stuck up bitch don't deny it when asked. Never let words define you, your actions do a great job of that on their own. Life would be much easier if you can just accept things for what they are instead of always attempting to change them how you see fit. Acceptance is key. Be yourself & enjoy the fact you are doing so with ease.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
What a wild crazy world to work in
Circa 1900 Cast Metal Bull's Head | Cast Resin Horns & Antlers
Work is work but come on its straight crazy working in a place that sells shit like this.
LOVE having a JOB but can't always endorse what the hell we decide to put out in the world as necessary hahaha.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Thinking lately
Minding my mind and keeping all these thoughts bottled inside just isn't going to happen. So I speak my mind as loud and as often as I can. Just getting it all out there is the ultimate therapy. Holding your tongue is nothing more then oppression. Keeping yourself contained is the death of creativity. Why would we need to hold ourselves back? Weren't we all taught from an early age to strive for the stars and that if we dream it and work hard for it we can achieve it. Now as we grow we know that isn't close to always true. Yes some people out there have been fortunate enough to see all their dreams come true and all their prayers answered swiftly and positively. Sad to say, those people are by far the exception and almost never the rule. For the rest of us everyday may seem like a struggle, but in fact we are on our way to something bigger then we could ever imagine. At least that is what we tell ourselves to get by.
- a look inside the mind of D -
- a look inside the mind of D -
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Anger explosion!
Every now and then we must expel our negativity. All bad energies do nothing but bring us down. It clouds our judgements and numbs our senses. The world becomes a cloudy grey mass. All things negative and harsh shine an uneasy light on your own personal universe. Those flowers and candy filled dreams become vivid nightmares full of garbage and debris. So we let loose, fling the acid out, but we must be wise for many innocent victims could come in contact with your bile and disgust. So vent freely, but be wary of who's around.
Cutting down anger with false happiness is a useless fight. I strive to keep my chin up but damned if my eyes don't get burned by the harsh sunlight. But still I go on with with a heart full of hope. Always keeping a firm resolve, but still the mystery of this personally misery is yet to be solved. So with this black cloud inside though a light shines throughout, I will keep on going forward until I block the searing light of utter darkness.
- a look inside the mind of D -
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