Positive Reinforcement for negative people

So often in this world good deeds go unnoticed and every bad act becomes the definition of a person. Be it at school, work, or at home with family; we've come to expect the worse and fail to appreciate the best. This has become the most horrible modern day fact of humanity. We fail to see the good and only reflect on the bad. Well I say NAY to that and NAY to my acceptance of this fact. 31 years on this planet has taught me one thing, never expect things to change if you are unwilling to change them yourself.


So I from here on out plan to be a more positive person. Not only that I shall reinforce the positivity when I communicate with others. Honesty is great, but generous honesty is much better. So if knowing you has added any kind of blessing to my life I will happily let you know. True friends often don't know how amazing their friendship or beneficial the knowledge of them have been to others. So let them know sometimes it's best to do more then just show. If you are reading this then you my friend have had a keen affect on my life. Whether you LOVE or HATE my mind as long as you considered them I'm proud to call you buddy, pal, friend, and/or colleague.

- a look inside the mind of D -

the recipe above is for all who enjoy tasty spirits. Please enjoy responsibly, or not,as long as you ENJOY!

Word works

Imagine a world with no vivid images. Nothing to capture the eye no Imagination to be used no dreams to be ignited. Life being nothing more then a vacuum of the same old thing on constant repeat. That is the thing my nightmares are made of. A world just waiting for a thinker a dreamer a true artist to come a long and change things.
So the true question is what type of Art it would take to right this world. Pictures Sounds or simply words strung together to make the mind active? My money is on the written word as it can be an integral part in ALL creative medium.
- a look inside the mind of D -

Sega once and for all

Flashback time
Start of the new millennia and I'm more addicted to my seta then ever. I'm a proud member of the dreamcast family and I spend my day on two things... Soul Calibur and JET GRIND RADIO. Well today Sega has teased me with the blast from my not so distant past. Jet Grind Radio will be available again fairly soon and whatever it takes I'll be playing it once more. Oh how I miss my dreamcast and my host of overlooked games. If only I hadn't ditched it during a rough point in my life. Oh for the love of game if only I had remained strong.

- a look inside the mind of D -

Children are our future

Every generation fears the next and mine is no different. We all feel like bad asses in our youth, from the preppiest of preps to the honest deadly thugs. We are invincible and no one dare mess with us. Sad fact is youth truly is something to fear for it knows no better then itself. With age comes wisdom. Wisdom is knowledge + respect for the unknown. Youth lacks that respect and frankly that's the most dangerous part about it





the truth of the matter is we live in a fucked up world full of fucked up people. I have hope for the future, but at times it feels like a false blind hope.
- a look inside the mind of D -

End is near

The end is near. The time is approaching. Cities will fall. Buildings crumble under the weight of impending doom. Nothing can be done. The game has long been won. We battled with nature to assert our opposable thumb dominance. Well as prideful as we were nature has seemed humble, but in fact she is crafty and calculating. She knew from the start the war was hers. The battles have been mixed, but the war was won at the dawn of time.



- a look inside the mind of D -

The Blogger is back

My beloved app had long been a no show, but that has all change my friend. She's back and better then ever and you know what that means.
I'm Back in Business BITCHES.
Another year into my 30s and trust I have plenty left to say. So be it tonight tomorrow or next week these rants these sermons my preaching is here to STAY!


- a look inside the mind of D -

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Smiles Smells Stress and other mess that begins with S

Tired and unaware of the troubles wafting on the air.
Things are never quite as they seem upon further inspection.
Taking a deeper look into the void of this life walking down the slippery slope being careful not to trip. What more can be done be asked what else is in store of us here? More fun and joy or more pain and sorrow. These are the questions of the day to day. Never really know never really going or understanding of why it is what it is and why won't it ever change?

Fresh Start

Need a new beginning. Need a different existence. New job New Location New Friendships just plain NEW ME. Want things different quick fast and in a hurry.
While there is nothing wrong with my current existence it's just become blatantly obvious I want No I NEED more. The question is How to Get It. Ah yes there's the Rub.

Wash away yesterday

Drown your sorrows away with whiskey and regret or maybe with hope and pale ale. Whatever the day brings just enjoy that tomorrow will never come along faster than needed. We all have needs and when they are not met that's when life truly puts us to the test.

U gotta change

Time has come and gone yet you remain the same.
Time has past you bye, why is it like this you choose to stay?
Your loved ones told you the truth, couldn't you hear it through their tears?
They weren't trying to control you my friend, they simply spoke out of fear.
They fear the direction you were going and the path you chose to take.
They feared those you surrounded yourself with, they all knew those characters were fakes.
Your best interest they had in mind when they pulled out that gun.
Those who don't care just run and hide, but your family are the feeling ones
They feel the pain of the zombie bite and the disease coursing to your brain.
For this epidemic there is no cure and that bullet is the only way.
Don't bite at them Don't fight and most of all don't scream.
The cries from your undead mouth is horrific and will already haunt your families dreams.
So don't question your wife taking aim and why your brother loads that gun. Don't ask about your mothers tears while she be holds the sight of her zombified son. Yes the apocalypse is here the one so many have feared, and you dear friend are an early victim I warned you of the look on that dog who bit you on the rear. So now my brother you are going down I'll put you down myself my son. We must end this humanely and quickly my friend thank God we all are packing big guns!