Boo time on Boo lane

Brought on the kiddies gave out some treats.  Honestly surprised we handed out ALL our goodies as the night started so slow. Apparently no one in my neighborhood felt much like being in the halloween mood. Well it's that or my entire neighborhood have recently become Giants fans. So while the game was going on no one around me seemed to be giving treats for the tricks. Even still once news of our BIG CANDY went around we had kids being bussed to our street.  It's crazy seeing truck loads of costumed children rushing to your door from minivans that you've never seen before. Love this holiday for the freedom of expression & the goodies. It's all about the candy. Happy halloween everybody hope yours were decent as well.

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Breath in Breath out

So week comes to a close. Need the next two days off as I feel myself losing touch with my laid back self. It is hard to explain the shock to ones system as they gradually shift from just not giving a damn about petty things to completely losing their cool over small stuff.

I mean silly things completely pissing me off would be like catching Matthew Mcconaughey with his shirt on during the heart of summer. This week had proven to me with age comes lack of patience. They say older & wiser, but the truth seems to be you don't gain wisdom others around you lose knowledge in your eyes.  Oh well, let me just take the next 2 days to regroup so I can return to my level headed much calmer & happier self.

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When pigs fly

Millions will be divided evenly among all those truly in need

The rich will look out for their less fortunate counterparts

Politicians will stop lying & look out for the voters before their own wallets.

America will keep it's nose out of other countries business

The casts of all reality shows will recognize the networks aren't giving you positive attention. Their personal lives are being exploited for our amusement in exchange for fleeting fame

Hollywood will produce more quality movies with real story lines & fully developed characters over big budget explosions & sex fueled teen crap

This blog will be read by more then a handful of friends & family

My bank account will resemble my social security number

All people society deems famous will be considered so due to positive actions & works

Well this has been a nice dream but as the title says these things will only happen when pigs fly.



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Nature

Just thinking about the day in the life of an insignificant speck. I mean does the speck believe itself to be insignificant or is that simply a distinction we gave it? Also what makes us so great that we dare determine what matters and what doesn't? Pretty bold if you ask me, but then again we are a poetry judgmental species. So much time spent deciding who's right & wrong. It amazes me how much energy we waste on such things. We may all say we are excepting but somewhere in you at one time or another harsh judgments have formed in your brain. So if you act on it or not the thoughts were still there.  Don't feel bad though it can't be helped.  After all it is human nature.

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+++++++

Think for yourself. Be true about your emotions. Let your guard down.  Doing such things can open doors you wouldn't expect to ever budge. 

Positive thought can indeed lead to positive action. If you give out good energy you attract good things.  I say let the good vibes flow & see where it will lead you.

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Sound Advice

Don't apologize unless you ABSOLUTELY mean it. Fake sorries are useless BS which quickly get found out. Also if you only apologize when sincere it will mean so much more to the other party when they KNOW it must be real. Now I'm not saying to show NO REMORSE when you hurt someone even if you don't really care they are upset, but please don't apologize it will get you know where fast.


As they always say HONESTY IS THE BEST POLICY. Of course we all know that is so much easier said then done.  Of course in all honesty.... lying is MUCH harder due to the amount of follow through that's needed. Do you understand all the work that goes into maintaining a lie. When you tell the truth it NEVER changes, but the lie always keeps evolving. You have to remember what you said how you said it who you told and their reactions. You need to tailor your LIE to make sense in their reality. The greatest AUTHORS had troubles doing this but you are doing it for what an extra hour of alone time? an extra sweet treat at lunch? Maybe a little fling on the side? Are these things really with your sanity? 


TAKE MY ADVICE......... just be true, honest and whole hearted. Its just so much easier and well if it makes things difficult at FIRST just keep in mind in the long run you will be much much happier in this life.

DaRk dArK DarK

Hard to remember but you'll never forget. We've all had the moment where we felt the pain would never pass. Where you are convinced your were put in this life just to be a cosmic whipping boy. Pain and frustration is your friend no your LOVER your ever enduring SOUL MATE. Time passes and yet the pain continues. Its a never ending pit of sadness and grief.... then you remember the bitch cheated on you and you say FUCK YOU to her and this cruel ass world HA!


Blood spilled on the ground leaving tracks in the sand. You claw at his face but you find you can't even lift a hand. You try to defend to escape to cry out, but your breath escapes without even a whimper.  No weapons no hope no escape. The pain is unbearable. Blood fills your eyes you are blinded by the aftermath of his "LOVE" you wonder how you can endure this. How you have come to allow this to become your life. Then you remember you killed your wife and that's why you are in prison. Thats what you get when you make such poor decisions in your life. 24/7 ass whoppin' before the eternal damnation your pastor told you about all them years ago. Maybe next time you'd listen ass much oh well you better pray for REINCARNATION


Throw your hat into the ring. You are ready for a fight. Life is no battle it's an all out war. Get your ammo loaded be it bullets or bullshit. You can fight you can flee but no matter what you do in the end you are DAMNED. It makes no real difference the outcome has long been determined. So suck down your booze gobble your meat and just enjoy the ride cuz in no time flat you'll all be laid out not breathing while on your back. Sad thoughts depressed at this vision of the future? Too bad sometimes the truth is ugly, but it's the only way you'll learn. Then again i could be wrong. Who knows maybe it'll all turn out peaches and roses (if thats even a good combo i'm not really sure oh well)

Lottery change my life

I love the show so why not have the lottery change things for the better for me personally.  I know it's a big order asking for life to just hand me money. I know it's not likely, but a boy can dream.

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i HEART this place

Ever find yourself in a situation you had long been dreading only to find it was not so much a challenge as it was an OPPORTUNITY for the better. This is the life I lead. I'm stuck but if one is to be STUCK my situation really isn't all that bad to be stuck in. I don't like this place I so hope for the better but when it comes to better I better recognize that sometimes its all about making the BEST of a bad situation. And i think my BEST is yet to come

Thirst for knowledge

Crave for something more then you can imagine. Wonder if you can honestly endure all the obstacles life tosses in your way? Sometimes it's hard to imagine enduring all we must to survive, but still we must go on. Pursue your dream never give up never surrender. Always keep faith, hope & karma is on your side. Do what's right to ensure the best is yet to come. 

Always look on the bright side of life.

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.$.$.$.$.$.$.

It's all about the bank roll bitches. Isn't that what all the fake ass rappers say? You the fools in the videos with the rented yachts the fake houses & the even faker bitches. Yes, I would love to make it to the level of wealth & excess. I'm not going to lie.  So I say bring on the fame the booze & the bitches (ok, maybe not the bitches. I mean who wants to wake up every day itching?).

With all that said know this is a lie, I'm the realest fool you'll ever know I don't need your money to show you which is the right path for you to go. As you look ahead in this life, never forget to take the good with the bad & to get to your happy sometimes we all have to endure the strife.

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Been through it

Want something solid? A thought you can grasp in your hands. Something more certain then "I don't know" or "maybe" or "yeah I guess that sounds like a plan". What you want are some answers, some deeper truths in these cold dark days. Well if the truth is what you seek you need to lighten up you cold cruel gaze. Laser beam lies that cut like a knife is what I formerly gave. Tales of a prosperous future to take the heat off the investigation of my past ways. What you don't know can fill up a Canyon of the Grand  scale. If you knew the hell I hold onto then you might understand the coldness of my soulless ways. Life has never been better when we sound the horn of happier days, but I've never been more bitter then I am when the dark infest into our current days. Past is never spoken Future has  yet to begin & the Present seems like a gift from the most despicable of friends. In these moments in this here & now, do not be surprised when all I can do is greet you with a scowl.

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Days become nights

Though I no longer watch the nights become days. Walking through this life in a fog of misunderstanding, that's just how I tend to get things done. Never doubt the power of wonder but always question the wonder of power....NICE

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Newbie

Meeting someone new what are you to do. In the process of the get to know you phase, where life is simple and the world is full of hope. Then reality sets in "how can you truly know anyone?" There are two sides to every story right? So why should you assume the one side you have been presented of his/her life is the absolute truth. If the walls they've encased themselves could talk what would they say? Would you listen? I mean how do you know you can trust the walls. Damn plastered structures made of concrete & steel. She closes herself off completely the light of the world barely able to shine in. yet, he continues to pick at it knowing her core will be worth it. Once he is inside the you & me would become a we. Now the idea sounds good, but what of his walls what of his baggage?

Every tale has a 2nd verse.

She tests the waters to see how he feels, after all guys lie, how can she expect this one to be real. A game of trust he'd have to endure. slowly friends first it's the only way to ensure...to his word he'll be true young love  is so hard that's why LUST is all the 20 somethings choose to do. So why are they different, what makes them real? Two equally damaged individuals that's the appeal. Maybe they can fix each other so they can soon be whole. Be it friendship or love a new & better life is the ultimate goal.

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Thoughts are made for thinking

Go for the gold to gain all the glory.  That what drives us don't it. The need to be first in everything we do. To have all our works noticed so we may be praised and have our egos stroked.

Damn right I'm honest & I'm gonna tell you like it is. Some times the best truth is a HARSH truth. If you come around me always talking about how fat & ugly you are don't be pissed at me when I agree. Also when you do the same thing but you are clearly gorgeous, don't be upset when I accuse you for fishing for compliments. Don't deal well with shallow nor stupidity, so I choose not to. That being said if you are stupid & shallow don't be surprised if we don't speak.



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Knowledge Burst

Are you prepared for the rest of your life? Do you have a plan? Do you sir wear ladies underwear? Well if you answered yes to all these questions no worries  theres no judgment here friend.

Work hard & stay true to yourself. No, in the end shit still ends up crappy. No matter what you do  life normally find a way to screw you.  Ok ok not always just most of the time



God has a sense of humor, but the problem is he always blows the joke.



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Don't fake the funk

Just say what you mean.

Well, I'm waiting. Tell me what you told that chick last night. You remember asshole, the young thing with the tiny waist long hair & perky breasts. You told her you didn't know who I was. Yeah like you never saw me before in your life. I don't care I was on a table singing a drunken version of  "Jesse's girl".. You still don't abandon your wife!

Yes, I'm pretty nervous. I mean I've never done this before. Well no not the seedy hotel, I mean they have my picture behind the desk. Speaking of that; one wild night & you get labeled for life. But anyway, this is my first blind date. I'm very happy it's ending up here. This was an amazing date. Who knew dinner & a movie would end with a trip to motel 6, damn right they left a light on for me. Why you laughing girl. Oh the wine got you feeling good? Yeah go head pour another glass cuz I'm bout to get that OOOW piece of candy.

The world is full of wonder & delight

Time waits for no one and with that I say to you goodnight

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Phone Time

Fall guys needed apply within. Why can't we go back to the days of whipping boys. I'm not saying slaves I'm talking the highest paying jobs around. Guys & Girls who are there just to take the wrath when the shit hits the fan. That means we can live the lives we all truly want to lead. Now I'm not saying we can go around killing & stealing. No, I mean you gotta avoid breaking the BIG commandments. 7 deadly sins be damned haha.  So lets start this up again. The career of the future: WHIPPING BOY/GIRL

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