On to the next one cuz the last one went bust. Had her in his sights down on his knee pleading cuz in God he trusts. Still made no difference as she walked out that door, leaving no hope for tomorrow for him restful sleep was no more. Feeling lost in oblivion he drank but never forgot. She will be the one who got away, of course it hurt more cuz she's so hot. Crazy to think while they were together it was this moment he had waited; a chance to be alone again no more pressure no angry stares to be evaded. No this moment, his new found freedom, was to be pure bliss. To bad as she walked out the door his day dreams failed to capture the reality of this. Multiple years had gone by & she was all he had ever known. Now with her absent, his space was far from home. Why when youre in love you can feel so trapped, but when that prison of love leaves all the feelings which remain are complete crap. So the question of the moment is why do we even bother?
love
happiness
joy
Sounds to me to be nothing more then a keg of gunpowder. It blows up in your face & leaves you emotionally crippled. So why start down the path simply because her smile, her laugh, her heart stirs up a tiny ripple...a vibration inside that cannot be explained. You risk losing it all to gain a glimmer of hope to finally escape your loneliness pain. Yes, we are all suckers & there is no escape. My only wish is you succeed better then I when it comes to the heart break.
a look inside the mind of D
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