pretty proud of this one

crazy livejournal entry I wrote 100% on my beloved CENTRO while in an indescribable mood

I LOVE TO WRITE

I just have so much fun when i sit down in front of a CPU or on my Palm and i just start rattling off ideas and things just from off the top of my head. Its a great existence to think and be able to imagine a whole new life for oneself. I thoroughly enjoy the concept of thought. I'm all about the joke "I used to think the MIND is the most complex and interesting part of the human anatomy. Then i thought HEY LOOK WHO"S TELLING ME THAT" I don't know what it is. I guess i just like having something more then just instincts driving me. Its not that I think I'm better then the animals on this planet. I just umm wait no that's exactly it... I LAUGH IN YOUR FACE MONGOOSE I am better then you and your ferret brothers. *OUCH* the fucking thing bit me.
Oh well its good to be HUMAN. You know all the emotions and adventures. Killer highs and the lowest of lows, but we are the only ones who can truly say we EXPERIENCE LIFE. To bad when we are all dead and gone the freaking cockroaches will take over. Damn creepy bastards

Gotta love paydays

Isn't it absolutely GREAT to earn money. I mean no really isn't it just fantastic to come to a random friday just like any other friday and know that it is actually SPECIAL. No my friends this is no ordinary friday. Its PAYDAY friday. The best fridays on the planet. No other days will ever have the POWER of payday fridays. I mean yeah there are 2 for 1 tuesdays and Tequila Wednesdays or even Stay home from Work and Get hammered and Laid Mondays, but still nothing compares to PAYDAY FRIDAY.

Yes its a good life when you reach payday friday. Especially when there are FUN plans with payday money being made. I'm not talking pay the bills or take care of chores responsibility type plans. I mean blow a wad on something not completely needed simply because you can type of plans. But enough about me.... what are your weekend plans my faithful readers? (not that there is particularly a lot of you, but its still early on in this blog and one day my thoughts will make there way to the masses and then all you people here now will be able to say "I KNEW HIM BEFORE HE WENT MAINSTREAM.... THE NO GOOD SELL OUT.) That's right I know you'll all turn your back on me. Just like the punks from Gilman St did to Green Day.... Fucking whiners. Oh Oh they were OUR band now they went off and gave their music to the world. HOW DARE THEY MAKE MONEY AND MAKE A LIVING. We will hate them forever now cuz thats what makes us cool.  I never understand people who pull that crap. If someone you love find a way to make a living expressing themselves to a wider audience why should that take your love away from them? I mean is that a legit question or what?

little bit of craziness from my livejournal

proud of this one... the craziest shit happens when I start mobile blogging


JUST ANOTHER RANT.... NOT TO BE TAKEN SERIOUSLY

Thursday slow ass Thursday

This is the slowest THURSDAY in the recorded history of Thursdays. I'm basically waiting here counting down the minutes until the freaking weekend starts. Not knocking anyone around me everyone is cool but I'm just having such a blah day. Shit frankly i just need it to be Sunday again so i can be excited for the great tradition known as FOOTBALL WEEK 2.
Week 1 is fine a good, but the problem with the first game of the season it lends to a lot of boat jumping and band wagon hopping. Week 1 doesn't necessarily show how the season will go for your team. Hey I'm a die hard Eagle fan through and through, but every game isn't going to be like week 1. The Rams are easily one of the worst teams in football.... I don't see Donovan racking up 300+ yards and multiple touch down passes vs some of the better Ds in the league. Also yes Bret and the Jets won, but it took a last second interception to assure that win against the lowly Miami Dolphins who frankly didn't exactly play a good game. The Pack beat a vikings team whose QB didn't start connecting with his receivers until the 4th freakin Quarter. I mean the fucking BEARS embarrassed the COLTS, but you have to believe Peyton's lack of action in the preseason could have played a part. So i say its all about this second week to really see how things will go. Well at least get a better idea.... woo hoo FOOTBALL

childhood & adulthood

Sometimes i just wonder why things happen the way they do. Why life is soo much easier when you are a child, but it never feels that way until you are too old to take advantage of what you had. I mean that old saying youth is wasted on the young is so true in so many different ways, but its also so annoying. I really don't want some old fart telling me how my life has been a waste. Frankly if i feel fulfilled, then how is it a waste.
YOU DON'T KNOW ME.... you elderly bastard.
Then again I'm at the age where i can look at a 16 year old who's all depressed and moping and the only thing i can say to them is
STOP YOUR BITCHING.......Emo brat
so i guess it all just moves in circles of annoyance. The older you get the more young people bug the hell out of you. Not so much cuz they are doing wrong frankly. Maybe just because you are slightly closer to your demise then them.
Then again I mean have you seen a teenager drive? I think they are much more close to death then I am. If its not that its the "STDs" these youngins keep racking up. Oh well I'm actually happy at the age I am at just wish i was better off in my life then I am right now. If things were going as i planned I wouldn't really mind 27. I feel life is probably sweet until mid 30s thats when all the trouble start. You lose that drive and that feeling of I'm you and its fun thats when things ache and creak and pains shoot up out of nowhere. Music stops being good your favorite songs are now labeled "classics" and you just dont "GET" anyone younger then yourself
No sir I'm happy right where I am. Old enough to know better, but still young enough to be immature at times without it being a HUGE issue. If only age had a freeze frame button. I'd certainly wear that damn thing out.

More Fantasy Madness

Well drafted my Second fantasy team last night and there is NOO question this is a much better team then the fanball draft. Then again there is only 6 players in this other league, its not a TD only scoring league, but the draw back is its a rotisserie league and not Head to Head. Oh well my team still rocks though

QBs
Peyton Manning
Donovan McNabb
Brett Favre

RBs
Brian Westbrook
Ryan Grant
Darren McFadden
Jonathan Stewart

WRs
Marques Colston
Jerricho Cotchery
Santonio Holmes
Kevin Curtis

TE
Chris Cooley

K
Josh Scobee

DEF
Pittsburgh
Philadelphia

After its all said and done i think that was a pretty kick ass team. And after all that I have another friend inviting me to a league he might start over on ESPN the chances of me missing a minute of football this season is very very low. Too much invested NOT to watch.