Nothing on U

The song is being played out for good reason. It has become the anthem for faithful men across the country maybe even the world. We aren't all scum no matter how much it is in our nature. Some of us have truly found our 1 & only. We lucky few know there is no need to wander or stray and no matter how much attention our loyalty brings us from others still seeking we will not forsake the love we have. They might say HI and in turn out of the kindness of our soul we will throw out a HEY, but it really don't matter what those others say cuz the really really don't got nothing on what we already have. Yes that's right they've got nothing on you BABY.

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The past came a calling

Had the most random unexpected phone call today. Seems I'm still on the good list at my OLD job. Now that election time is upon us I have been called in to do one of my favorite things about the job ELECTION NIGHT WORKER. I am very happy I was called to help out as I had enjoyed my time behind the scenes during the 08 election year. So cool seeing the going ons at the county Registrar's office.  I had no idea what all went into making elections before I got the position at the Registrar's office.

So after my call today so happy to say I get to do it all over again June 8th. Wonder if I'll get another election button to add to my collection.

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You shouldn't say F**K

Why you ask? It's simple; f**k is the worst word that you can say. Unfortunately for me I find myself thinking and speaking it so frequently you would swear I was a post WW2 sailor on shore leave.

Why do I let loose with such profanity you ask. That answer is also very simple; I'm finally losing my mind surrounded by so much insanity.  Work shouldn't be stressful after all my job is hardly rocket science which begs the question why are we acting like its the hardest thing in the world. I mean come on I work in a call center. Phones ring and I'm there to make sure people are available to pick up. Simple enough right. So why do I get shit piled on me from all angles? I can't get people on the phone when I need them and somehow its my fault when calls are holding for a long time. My job as a scapegoat is getting tiring & I must say I think its time for someone else to take the blame.  I have never been one to point fingers, but I'm ready to start telling tales. It's survival of the fittest and I refuse to be crushed under the thumb of those who seek to destroy me. Yeah that's right I am finding my true enemies. Hey just cuz you're paranoid doesn't mean everyone is NOT out to get you.

FUCK is the worst word that you can say so I just say m'kay



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Almost there

So happy that summer is right around the corner. I'm so over all this fall and winter stuff, and as far as spring is concerned it just seems like a bad excuse for more rain to be dumped on the population. Yes yes I know we are in a drought but still I just HATE the rain.

I'm ok though knowing summer is right around the corner. Only complaint is I wish I had moved to a place that didn't get triple digit heat. Want a life of high 70s to mid 80s is that to much to ask for.

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Look inside

There you will find the true nature of self. Don't let "THEM" define you, be who you were meant to be. Keep moving forward, but don't fail to remember where you came from. Everyone's path is their own, but others can help guide you. Allow them to light the way, but don't expect to be lead by the hand. Tomorrow is a brighter day so don't let the dark clouds fool you sunshine is always right around the corner.

Ok that was my mind freestyling some positive sayings. A mashup of meaningful mantra to get you through the day. Take from it what you want and leave off what you don't. After all it's your life live it however you see fit.

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To sleep per chance to dream

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You know life would be so much easier if we didn't need sleep. I mean think of all the great things you could do if you weren't laying somewhere unconscious for 5 - 10 hours a day (more or less depending on your individual habits)

Yes I say NO to sleep and its iron claw grip it has on us all. Oh who am I kidding with no sleep there'd be no dreams, and who wants to live in a world free of the nightly picture show our subconscious has to offer?

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'South Park' Producers Say Network Cut Fear Speech - Yahoo! TV Blog

This is why I said Religion is ultimately the fuel to the fires of intolerance and ignorance. You've got to be kidding me. So anything we can say or do that may upset someone should never be said or heard? I'll keep that in mind the next time I decide to write any type of blog

'South Park' Producers Say Network Cut Fear Speech - Yahoo! TV Blog

I say FUCK the FUCKING FUCKERS. Some stories just make me wanna burn this motherfucker down so that the Lord could start over fresh! Ha Ha I don't believe this there is no point to start over, I mean we would just fuck things up again anyway. Damn this Free will (though if all things have already been seen its hardly FREE WILL if everything we will do has already been determined but whatever)

Little changes

Came to realize something this weekend. Been so busy focusing on the BIG this I stopped realizing what a dramatic difference little things can make to the overall big picture. Something as simple as a haircut can be the spark one needs to set the larger wheels into motion. Very happy with my new look, though in all honesty its far from new its simply the hair style I grew up with. Yeah I'm basically bald, but it's cool when done by choice NOT nature. So life is moving along nicely I just hope I can keep this ball rolling in the right direction.

All paths lead to wherever you believe them to lead

OK lets get religious shall we? Figure I rant on everything else why not a bit more insight into my religious views. Now they may seem like a cop out to some or misguided but plain and simple I feel everything in this world is interconnected. There is never just 1 truth this is true in life and I see it in Religion. Believe what you'd like but all things are tied into one another. Judaism, Christianity, Islam, Hinduism and even Greek & Roman teachings. It all intertwines and takes from one another. So I ask why do we have such battles over who is right who is wrong. Who in the end WINS really shouldn't matter. Of course I know it does since its in our nature to be the best you know survival of the fittest and all. OH yes and to all the atheist out there your supposed LACK of beliefs are just as tied into everything as well. You don't believe me? Well get any hardcore atheist to talk to you about EVOLUTION or BIG BANG THEORY and present them with the hummer size holes in the theory (Big Bang = a 1 in a billion cosmic accident that has never been recreated though we can define what had to fall into place for it to happen. EVOLUTION = if we evolved from primates then why should there still be primates currently around? I mean if we evolved why wouldn't they ALL evolve also in survival of the fittest the FIT never become something completely different just a more adaptive version of what it already was so once again why are WE how we are?) and watch there passions rise and the fire and thunder they present their defense with well my friends those theories they so blindly believe in I call that FAITH and those ideals those are their religion. So exactly what makes the Atheists of the world so much different from the faithful? 
All beliefs all faiths all religions are to each their own. You may believe whatever it is you believe, but I assure you someone out there sees it differently then you. You may call yourself a Christian but there are thousands of others who would see their Christianity different then you see yours. This fact is what I see defines the difference between faith and religion. It is also why I have never seen myself a fan of what we call RELIGION. Religion is the cause of wars the cause of pain and suffering the world over. People's intolerance for others is most often the cause of a religious belief or ideal. Your faith doesn't make you look down on someone who is different your religion does that for you. Religions are different but FAITHS are all the same. To define Faith: Faith is the confident belief or trust in the truth or trustworthiness of a person, concept or thing. That being said faith is a general term that we all can agree means to same to me you and everyone else simply put having FAITH is a good thing being religious might not necessarily be the best thing. Don't get me wrong I have no problem with someone being religious for as i see it Religion is Faith in action. The only real problem is what ACTION your religion guides you to take with your faith, but I digress. I could sit here and right a book on this subject that basically would go nowhere because my view is a bit conflicted. I find myself having an internal debate between what I feel in my heart on the subject and its a clear cut two sided debate. What do i believe based on common sense and life experience? VS What do I believe based on what growing up in religious schools and the baptist church has taught me?  Its all free will vs the will to be free. In closing I have faith I know of religion but mainly I believe in being a good person and bringing something worth bringing to the world around me. 

If I die y'all know why

That's right blame Jamba and the little slice of heaven they have named the CHILLATIOUS CHAI. I cannot be held responsible for the actions I take once I have this delectable treat in my hands. It's flavor takes hold and I am a changed man. My tongue screams out in delight my heart races and I fall victim to its icy goodness.

Yes my friends this sweet treat rocks me to my very core. I am but a shell of myself after I've hit the bottom with a SLURP. At that moment all thoughts go to how long until I have another one in my grasps. I'm in love with a drink; no its not a pure and true love like that I have for my radiant wife. This is a sick and twisted love, impure heated lust that's thirst that can only be quenched by the ultimate drink treat. My soul craves the Chillatious Chai and who am I to deny it its ultimate happiness. It needs the drink for it is MY PRECIOUS!