Today was a good day

Well not really anything special went on today. Was happy the day was pretty much drama free.  The weather was nice then confusing then down right bipolar, but I didn't let that effect me. It was in truth a Monday that was my Friday with some kick ass holiday pay. Good things filled my day and hopefully the good times can continue through the day these first 2 days of June. So good being off the next two days I am so happy I am back to regular days off. Man oh man what to do with this new free time. I would attempt to rule the world, but I don't have the attention span for that. Oh well we live we learn you love me.

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Fury or Furry

Sometimes it's hard to tell the appropriate mood for a given situation. I mean there are times when it's obvious I should be pissed and of course others when its in my best interest to stay cool calm and collected. These obvious times I can handle and I personally feel I handle them quite well. The trouble starts when you hit the grey area the borderline between defiance & acceptance.

What to do what to do. Oh I know let's scream bloody murder until the dead wake. Man I need to get out of this place find my spirit animal and renew my soul. Or maybe I'll drink til I'm blurry and run around the streets of my favorite city like old times you know whatever works faster

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Props to my boy ENZO

If you aren't in love with Cheer Up Emo Kid then you must have some medical condition that makes it impossible for you to laugh. I'm telling you this kid Enzo is a comic AND comedic (yes that is 2 different things people) GENIUS. I find myself cracking up every time I go to his page cheerupemokid.net and I'm sure if you give him a chance you would fall in love with the site just as I have. His comics are HILARIOUS and Entertaining. Highly personal yet completely relate able. Its hard to imagine anyone reading over several strips and not finding 1 they like. Though i adore Sinfest & Cyanide and Happiness those sites can be hit and miss with humor for the masses, but I feel Cheer Up Emo Kid has stayed pretty right on. Once you get to know the characters the jokes become that much stronger and meaningful. It also makes you realize Enzo is probably troubled and a bit sick in the head, but you wouldn't want him any other way. CHEERS to you Emo kid your trials and tribulations have kept your fans happy and demented and we hope the fun continues
Like how can you NOT love this clip.... LIKE COME ON

My new love

The best thing that could possibly happen to me was the wifey & I deciding to finally invest in the joy that is Netflix. It was a very logical decision for both of us. She can have all the mainstream blockbuster films sent directly to our home and she also gets to stream all the chick flicks she loves that I can't stand, and I get to see the independent films, documentaries & foreign films I love & she can't tolerate. Yes this will be our best investment yet well next to the Costco membership.

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Time for the FUN

After so much trouble, drama & frustration these past couple of weeks I feel my life could use some real extreme fun. So what could be more fun then reliving the days of my innocent Late teens and my foray into the Juggalo life and the killa clown culture.  Yes sad but true I was the only one of my friends blasting ICP in the dorms. It probably made it harder for me to make friends. I mean who befriends the guy singing "I stab people"  while casually strolling down the hall. Frankly I didn't care I liked what I liked and no one was going to change that.  I was all about not going with everyone's flow, I took it as my job as a proud Aquarius to be different. So what could be more different then a large black kid rockin out to the pride of psychopathic records? You know running with a hatchet through the streets of San Francisco preaching the word of the joker's cards and chugging faygo which is definitely a sight to see. Well though I hardly live that life anymore, though honestly I was never truly that hardcore, don't hit up the shows like I used to. Now I'm not saying I'm about to run off to Michigan and jump on stage at the annual gathering, but I'm happy to bust out some of the old albums or possibly grab some of their new stuff. Yes its time to re-apply the face paint on this boy's heart. Though the joker cards maybe over and the prophecy revealed the fun never stops. In a world of Juggalos and Juggalettes the fun don't stop until the wraith arrives and the final curtain drops.

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Nothing on U

The song is being played out for good reason. It has become the anthem for faithful men across the country maybe even the world. We aren't all scum no matter how much it is in our nature. Some of us have truly found our 1 & only. We lucky few know there is no need to wander or stray and no matter how much attention our loyalty brings us from others still seeking we will not forsake the love we have. They might say HI and in turn out of the kindness of our soul we will throw out a HEY, but it really don't matter what those others say cuz the really really don't got nothing on what we already have. Yes that's right they've got nothing on you BABY.

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The past came a calling

Had the most random unexpected phone call today. Seems I'm still on the good list at my OLD job. Now that election time is upon us I have been called in to do one of my favorite things about the job ELECTION NIGHT WORKER. I am very happy I was called to help out as I had enjoyed my time behind the scenes during the 08 election year. So cool seeing the going ons at the county Registrar's office.  I had no idea what all went into making elections before I got the position at the Registrar's office.

So after my call today so happy to say I get to do it all over again June 8th. Wonder if I'll get another election button to add to my collection.

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You shouldn't say F**K

Why you ask? It's simple; f**k is the worst word that you can say. Unfortunately for me I find myself thinking and speaking it so frequently you would swear I was a post WW2 sailor on shore leave.

Why do I let loose with such profanity you ask. That answer is also very simple; I'm finally losing my mind surrounded by so much insanity.  Work shouldn't be stressful after all my job is hardly rocket science which begs the question why are we acting like its the hardest thing in the world. I mean come on I work in a call center. Phones ring and I'm there to make sure people are available to pick up. Simple enough right. So why do I get shit piled on me from all angles? I can't get people on the phone when I need them and somehow its my fault when calls are holding for a long time. My job as a scapegoat is getting tiring & I must say I think its time for someone else to take the blame.  I have never been one to point fingers, but I'm ready to start telling tales. It's survival of the fittest and I refuse to be crushed under the thumb of those who seek to destroy me. Yeah that's right I am finding my true enemies. Hey just cuz you're paranoid doesn't mean everyone is NOT out to get you.

FUCK is the worst word that you can say so I just say m'kay



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