Distractions

Everyday I find it more and more difficult to focus. I've come to terms with it holding me back in my life, but it most definitely is troublesome. If only there was a quick and easy way for me to guide myself through this wall of crazy outside interference that I've come to know and love. Between the internet, comedians, sports and television my day is pretty full. Throw in family and the semi pointless need for outside social activities. My life is in need of change, but I find myself unable to focus long enough to make the needed changes happen.  Oh well that's the price you pay for utter genius being choked by fear of failure and ravaged by low self esteem.