Real is real

True is True. Come at life like you have nothing to lose & you'd be amazed what just may happen. You won't be disappointed, well not with yourself at least. I can promise you may become disappointed with others when you see just how fake others can be. Then again that is their problem. You'll have to find better people to associate with, but could be worse.

Real recognizes Real..... Fake is a tired concept.

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Family is the key

The key may be the family but the question is what door will they unlock? Will your family bring you to a whole new level of understanding or do they drag you down to the muck and the grime? I personally know my family is an amazing unit that I on some levels tend to be a distant part of.  Now don't feel bad for me (or get mad at me if you are a member of said family), but I feel how i feel. I love and respect every member of my family and its my bad for not having a closer relationship. Frankly I'm bad at relationships in generally, ask any of my NON WORK friends to count on their fingers how many times they've seen me in the last year and don't be surprised if they don't hold up any fingers for you. (well maybe a few of them may have 1 finger in reference to me, but what can I say they have every right to be bitter) Yeah I guess in this life I've chosen to be a loner. A self professed outsider, a mysterious stranger you just can't get your head around his existence. 

Ok time to get to the real. I'm a hardcore people person who's too lazy or apathetic to truly care what people think. I'm a socializer who finds it too hard to be social when compared to being aloof. That's right I'm Daria without the clever comebacks. I'm Daffy Duck without the greed and wackiness. I'm Squidward without the annoyance of a spongebob. Obviously I'm not too socially well adjusted or else I'd have better examples of my state without referencing cartoon Characters I've paid attention too over my damn near 3 decades of life. 

Oh well life is what you make it and family is the force that should help elevate you to the heights you want to reach. 

Do what you do Be who you be but when you fail don't come blaming no shit on me!!!

Feet on the ground Head in the clouds

No I'm not daydreaming.... I'm just really really TALL
So up on an early morning after a decent two days off. Not too exciting to be returning to the job site, but who ever is after a nice weekend? No rush to work is the AMERICAN WAY hahaha.
I kid I kid... though I bitch about it, this still is the best job I ever had. (though not even close PAY WISE) Its a decent place to work so can't complain too much. (Oh, I CAN and WILL, but its just usually me blowing off some steam) 

We all could use superman... of course i'd prefer BATMAN

Keep in mind we all lead the life's we were born to lead. You may struggle and fight, but no matter how wrong things are going this path is always so right.  Its been a tough lesson to learn but as the saying goes the lord doesn't give us more then we can handle. The trick is knowing when to face the task alone or when to call in reinforcements be it mentally spiritually or physically. Hell, we all could use a little hand every now and again.  
So when the going gets tough forget about the tough get going. NO, the tough call up some friends. Preferably free thinkers who can come up with the best way to handle whatever BS is in the way. Yes I've drunk the Resto kool-aid cuz I'm all about "REMOVING ROAD BLOCKS" trick is not just the removal its all about making sure they don't resurface which I've found to often be the case. 

Diva or Disaster

We all have our moments. When we decide our shine should be a bit more than all others.  No matter who you are at times some part of you, no matter how big or small, craves the spotlight. The need for attention the thirst for utter devotion is a powerful force. This is why dictators dictate, why celebrities buy into their own shit, why brides go Zilla. Yes its a crazy  crazy life but we all have to endure... FOR NOW

Sunday are you kidding Sunday

This time last year I was as happy as a clam. I was prepared to sit in front of the TV and not move a muscle. Just enjoy NFL REZONE the greatest network to hit basic cable since MTV.

Oh my how things have changed in a year. I mean it's great having a job, earning money, making new friends all these things are fabulous don't get me wrong.  But part of me definitely would enjoy nothing more then sitting in front of the TV & watch every minute of each opening game. Oh well, back to reality it is with me. Who knows maybe a lotto win will come in by the end of the season that way the playoffs will be 100% available to me.

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Damn silly ass music

Getting late, should already be asleep have work early in the morning, but alas rest won't reach me on this night due to some dumbass song I heard while watching Boondocks....damn you Thugnificent and your catchy song "Booty Booty Booty, booty butt cheeks....this dumbass tune will not leave my brain right now. What to do what to do when a song all about asses keeps haunting you to the core. Why oh why will it not let me be?

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*****WORDS*****

¿Que malo o que bien?

Don't know what I'm feeling but I know I'm feeling for you. Never doubt what I'm saying because when it comes to you these words are always true. Now if you're feeling what I'm feeling lady let me know. Cuz feeling how I'm feeling is devastating when felt alone.

Pretty good for spur of the moment, if only this had been true. Cuz those feelings I've spoke of definitely were not for you. Yes this is thoughts of love from the past ain't got time for anything new, up to my neck buried in the love of a lifetime if I give it up I'd be as alone as YOU

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Holiday work

Gonna work hard to earn my extra money....who am I kidding its just another day of craziness, but hopefully a slow one. I hope for the BEST but I expect the BITCH

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Hold your tongue

Vile dog I shall smite thee whosoever crosses the queen and her wishes.

Freaky to think those were at one point harsh troubling words. Words that started wars & blood feuds. Century old battle lines drawn simply by the turn of a phrase.

People don't seem to recognize just how powerful words can be. Simple letters on the page turn into epic poems, historical documents, and many other amazing things. The fact these words can do so much with so little effort put behind them is an amazing yet dangerous fact.

Wise words for all thinking clearly before you commit any word to the cosmos, for these little phrases you utter, write, doodle or express may just define how the world truly sees you

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Sorry in advance

Open letter of apology for any & all who are offended by my incredible lack of giving a f*@k

"so sorry you don't approve...bitches!"

This has been a message of not giving a f@*k from the proud makes of "I couldn't give 2 shits" & "sit on it & spin asshole"©

Suck on that nimbus(meant to type numb nuts, but this will do)

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*****

Wrap your mind around the fact no one is as smart as they think they are. Nor are they as clever as funny as attractive or as genuine as they say they are. 

Why I mention this you ask? Its simple really, said I would be honest on here but that begs the question who is really honest? I mean who do you know if anyone that is true blue 24/7? I mean we all try to be the best people we can be, but are we not all humans so inevitably at times we all will fall short.

So I promise you this & hope you all take the same oath "I will be the best person I can possibly be within reason of course. I mean I ain't running for sainthood"



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