A little story

we find our hero deep in thought, thinking of today tomorrow yesterday and back around again. All this thinking yet no clear thoughts just a jumbled mass of imagination spewing forth. He doesn't know where he's going nor does he remeber where he went. These clouded thoughts have lead to such clouded judgement he's surprised to find anybody by his side, but there she stands. She's strong she intelligent and frankly she like I have no idea why she's still with him. Each blow against their relationship somehow strengthens her love. Each mistake and every misstep only solidifies her feelings. She's a keeper to say the least its a damn shame that he's a creep. Life is pain as the saying goes and maybe pain is all she knows?

Training over and I'm #1

There is nothing cooler then being told you are the best at something and though it means jackshit its still awesome knowing after all the results were tallied I was the #1 training student by far. The problem is it doesn't reflect on the phone. Yes it is true I may ace the tests but once someone calls all that information goes flying out the window. Hopefully that will change for me soon enough or else this will be one short lived job opportunity. All I can do is soldier on with the knowledge I was number 1 in the class and a joy to be around. I guess its true class reflects life. I definitely strive to be the best me I can be and I'm glad to know it shows

It begins again

Starting tomorrow I return to the life of the cubicle dweller. Its a savage land full of surprises and challenges. Only thing keeping me grounded in this whole situation is knowing that two weeks worth of training keeps me from diving directly into the life I once knew. Actually I'm sure I'm going to be incredibly happy with this job. I don't have to dress up its a completely casual environment; I'm going to have pretty steady hours, unlike my previous call center this one closes at 6pm so no late nights ever. I'm very excited to get my first paycheck, there are so many things I want and/or need and I'm happy to have the opportunity to earn these things. 
With all that said come Monday I'm sad to say my internet time looks to be cut drastically, that is unless of course this call center is SLOW and completely FREE no blocked websites (fingers crossed). I am still determined to write though I have so much on my mind it would be a shame and a loss if all these thoughts didn't make it to the internet and into your eyes. So I promise I'll never stop writing never stop thinking and forever continue this life of creativity while lacking productivity.

Pain

Life is full of trials and tribulations. Everyone deals with life in their own special way. Some drink, some get high, a few sleep with countless strangers on any given night while others follow those who are sleeping with countless strangers on any given night in hopes that on one special night they to can become one of the countless strangers. Since I'm married I gave up most of those former ways to deal and have taken up writing through my ups and downs of life. Happy times call for stories of joy and humor while the truly shitty days may bring about tales of sadness and death, though usualy with a humorous twist. In the end I find writing theraputic and I hope you the reader find it entertaining. All I know for sure is I will not be stopped no matter what life throws at me I shall continue to express myself in the form of the written, more like typed, word. I shall type...text....and on rare occasion hand written though I would hold my breath for that one. So in closin
g thanks to all who read me and to those that don't well they can suck the world's fattest donkey dong... Yeah I said it what they gonna do about the illiterate bastards can't take 5 minutes out of their precious lives to help a struggling wordsmith by reading his blog... They can sit and spin for all I'm concerned.... And to all my newest readers those previous remarks weren't about you at all just everyone else you know.