how my mind works

Speak up to catch the ear of a crowded room. Unsure if everyone will understand what you are saying. Your thoughts are your own, but the emotions go deeper and this is what you are desperately attempting to convey. Everyone should be looking at you soaking your words up like sunshine. Your thoughts and feelings nourishing their bodies like the vitamin K they so desperately need though they are unaware of its importance. Thats right, your emotions are nothing more than the bastard vitamin to them. You crave to be their beloved C hell you’ll even take the second tier D or B-12. No not you, not today. You stand in the center of a crowd yet you’ve never felt so alone. Of course that is a lie, you’ve known this loneliness everyday since puberty. Of course you’ve connected with people here and there over the years, but your soul craves more. You were born to have an audience, legions of fans and admirers. People who hang on your every word like the morning sun radiates on a dew drop. You have lots to say, tons of ideas to be expressed. Writing helps however not knowing who’s reading is murder. Blurred faces in a sea of people, never knowing what is thought of the things you say. How can you change the world when you get no response? Your pulse is strong but your heart is weak. Aching for the day when finally your uniqueness, your quiet introspective view on all things strikes a cord and makes an audible difference in the lives of many. Until then all we do is write and hope.
  Feb 8 
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