i HEART this place

Ever find yourself in a situation you had long been dreading only to find it was not so much a challenge as it was an OPPORTUNITY for the better. This is the life I lead. I'm stuck but if one is to be STUCK my situation really isn't all that bad to be stuck in. I don't like this place I so hope for the better but when it comes to better I better recognize that sometimes its all about making the BEST of a bad situation. And i think my BEST is yet to come

Thirst for knowledge

Crave for something more then you can imagine. Wonder if you can honestly endure all the obstacles life tosses in your way? Sometimes it's hard to imagine enduring all we must to survive, but still we must go on. Pursue your dream never give up never surrender. Always keep faith, hope & karma is on your side. Do what's right to ensure the best is yet to come. 

Always look on the bright side of life.

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It's all about the bank roll bitches. Isn't that what all the fake ass rappers say? You the fools in the videos with the rented yachts the fake houses & the even faker bitches. Yes, I would love to make it to the level of wealth & excess. I'm not going to lie.  So I say bring on the fame the booze & the bitches (ok, maybe not the bitches. I mean who wants to wake up every day itching?).

With all that said know this is a lie, I'm the realest fool you'll ever know I don't need your money to show you which is the right path for you to go. As you look ahead in this life, never forget to take the good with the bad & to get to your happy sometimes we all have to endure the strife.

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Been through it

Want something solid? A thought you can grasp in your hands. Something more certain then "I don't know" or "maybe" or "yeah I guess that sounds like a plan". What you want are some answers, some deeper truths in these cold dark days. Well if the truth is what you seek you need to lighten up you cold cruel gaze. Laser beam lies that cut like a knife is what I formerly gave. Tales of a prosperous future to take the heat off the investigation of my past ways. What you don't know can fill up a Canyon of the Grand  scale. If you knew the hell I hold onto then you might understand the coldness of my soulless ways. Life has never been better when we sound the horn of happier days, but I've never been more bitter then I am when the dark infest into our current days. Past is never spoken Future has  yet to begin & the Present seems like a gift from the most despicable of friends. In these moments in this here & now, do not be surprised when all I can do is greet you with a scowl.

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Days become nights

Though I no longer watch the nights become days. Walking through this life in a fog of misunderstanding, that's just how I tend to get things done. Never doubt the power of wonder but always question the wonder of power....NICE

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Newbie

Meeting someone new what are you to do. In the process of the get to know you phase, where life is simple and the world is full of hope. Then reality sets in "how can you truly know anyone?" There are two sides to every story right? So why should you assume the one side you have been presented of his/her life is the absolute truth. If the walls they've encased themselves could talk what would they say? Would you listen? I mean how do you know you can trust the walls. Damn plastered structures made of concrete & steel. She closes herself off completely the light of the world barely able to shine in. yet, he continues to pick at it knowing her core will be worth it. Once he is inside the you & me would become a we. Now the idea sounds good, but what of his walls what of his baggage?

Every tale has a 2nd verse.

She tests the waters to see how he feels, after all guys lie, how can she expect this one to be real. A game of trust he'd have to endure. slowly friends first it's the only way to ensure...to his word he'll be true young love  is so hard that's why LUST is all the 20 somethings choose to do. So why are they different, what makes them real? Two equally damaged individuals that's the appeal. Maybe they can fix each other so they can soon be whole. Be it friendship or love a new & better life is the ultimate goal.

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Thoughts are made for thinking

Go for the gold to gain all the glory.  That what drives us don't it. The need to be first in everything we do. To have all our works noticed so we may be praised and have our egos stroked.

Damn right I'm honest & I'm gonna tell you like it is. Some times the best truth is a HARSH truth. If you come around me always talking about how fat & ugly you are don't be pissed at me when I agree. Also when you do the same thing but you are clearly gorgeous, don't be upset when I accuse you for fishing for compliments. Don't deal well with shallow nor stupidity, so I choose not to. That being said if you are stupid & shallow don't be surprised if we don't speak.



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Knowledge Burst

Are you prepared for the rest of your life? Do you have a plan? Do you sir wear ladies underwear? Well if you answered yes to all these questions no worries  theres no judgment here friend.

Work hard & stay true to yourself. No, in the end shit still ends up crappy. No matter what you do  life normally find a way to screw you.  Ok ok not always just most of the time



God has a sense of humor, but the problem is he always blows the joke.



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Don't fake the funk

Just say what you mean.

Well, I'm waiting. Tell me what you told that chick last night. You remember asshole, the young thing with the tiny waist long hair & perky breasts. You told her you didn't know who I was. Yeah like you never saw me before in your life. I don't care I was on a table singing a drunken version of  "Jesse's girl".. You still don't abandon your wife!

Yes, I'm pretty nervous. I mean I've never done this before. Well no not the seedy hotel, I mean they have my picture behind the desk. Speaking of that; one wild night & you get labeled for life. But anyway, this is my first blind date. I'm very happy it's ending up here. This was an amazing date. Who knew dinner & a movie would end with a trip to motel 6, damn right they left a light on for me. Why you laughing girl. Oh the wine got you feeling good? Yeah go head pour another glass cuz I'm bout to get that OOOW piece of candy.

The world is full of wonder & delight

Time waits for no one and with that I say to you goodnight

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Phone Time

Fall guys needed apply within. Why can't we go back to the days of whipping boys. I'm not saying slaves I'm talking the highest paying jobs around. Guys & Girls who are there just to take the wrath when the shit hits the fan. That means we can live the lives we all truly want to lead. Now I'm not saying we can go around killing & stealing. No, I mean you gotta avoid breaking the BIG commandments. 7 deadly sins be damned haha.  So lets start this up again. The career of the future: WHIPPING BOY/GIRL

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