Steady thinking

Life is full of challenges & rewards, struggle & pain, triumph & joy. Why must we deal with so much for so long no one knows.  All we know is we have no choice in the matter & it sucks being powerless. I am tired of being trapped in messed up situations. Oh well one day it'll be different right?

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Keep it clean

Though it may be hard you must remain pure; in heart; in mind; in soul. Things & people will attempt to tear you down and wreck your spirit, but you must forge on. You can't allow them the power to destroy you. Fight on and make it right in the end.

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DRAMA: and the people who love it

Like to stay away from BS as much as humanly possible. When the shit his the fan I'm normally two rooms over. How do I do this with such ease, afterall drama is everywhere & often brought upon us by others. I say even with that being the case its easy to avoid. If you are an observer of people; I mean you really watch & pay attention to things going on around you; then you can see stuff coming from a mile away. Don't know where I inherited this talent from, I think it developed over time. Being a shy kid I didn't interact with a lot of people which leaves plenty of time to just sit & observe. Yeah I suppose that means I turned everyday life into a nature documentary.

I have found the older I get the more intriguing the lives of others have become. Only problem these days I get more involved with my "subjects" haha. May seem silly, but any GOOD documentarian would tell you is never bring down the third wall. (now this rule only applies to those not using their film/study/research to push their own personal agendas). As the wall comes down I'm more likely to be caught in the BS & that is the last thing I'd want to do. Getting caught up in the drama of others leaves me confused & annoyed especially if it puts me in the middle of something I have no business of being in. These are the times I pull back shy away from outside contact & hope it can all be resolved peacefully with no need for gun fire or hair pulling.

Drawing back & retreating always sounds like a good plan, but what if the "subjects" are true friends and/or close family, what do you do then?

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a look inside the mind of D

Head Trauma

Ever get a headache so bad you think a bullet through the temple would be a quick relief. Now these headaches aren't necessarily some sort of medical condition or do to anything physical happening to you. No these is attributed to a pain in the neck becoming a pain in the skull. Yes the frustration level is really that high. Nothing can be said and little can be done to change the situation. It is what it IS. 

So many screens so LITTLE patience

So a warning to innocent bystanders back up off me cuz I'm liable to blow. Ok that is all this has been a friendly reminder from your friendly neighborhood maniac

Party Time

The day has come...my first company picnic EVER! I feel all grown & office-y. If only I were paid more. Hope to have fun showing my wife the people I spend everyday with. This is all my life consist of anyway her & them.

That being the case might as well let the two worlds collide.

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Do what it do

How the day went can simply be summed up by one statement, "glad that sit is over". No, everyday of your life can't be a party. There will always be some seriousness and plenty of responsibility. The question is why must that be so. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to be able to kick back & relax for a full day without a care in the world. Oh well someday I'll get there I know it

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Can't get lost if you were never found

Remember when all you needed was a bit of imagination and the world would open up to you like no other? Yes the good old days of youth. Now you look back in amazement at how free and creative you were. You wonder where that imagination has gone. I mean is it something we've lost or does it remain dormant inside? Can it be recaptured or is it simply something we all inevitably grow out of like so many things from our days of youth.
Why are we forced to work for a living? Is a LIVING something that can truly be earned. Wasn't life granted at our birth so why must we toil to make this life bearable? Understandably all things in life can't just be handed out at no cost, but who decided what those things that we should have to earn are and who sets the price for such things. Homes should be granted to all and yet that's not possible as we deemed certain accomodations can only be acquired at a certain price point. It's just a shame life can't be easy like the days of youth. Free and easy then again depends on who you ask for we all didn't share the same experiences after all.
LIFE's a BITCH and then you DO OVERTIME!!!!

Senses

Though you SPEAK the truth you HEAR their lies. You FEEL betrayed by the bitter TASTE left in your mouth by your pride, but it's too late to change the future is set. You should have known the works is filled with idiots.

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Football is here

Fantasy about to start and this can mean only one thing. D's Sports Blog is about to go full swing. Yes there are a few unread posts over the past few months during football's break (it is a SPORTS blog afterall), but this is the time the blog comes alive with insight on the season as well as documenting my feeble attempts at fantasy league domination... I am a reigning champ in 1 of my yahoo leagues so maybe I'm not so feeble. Well check it out should be a good year.

 All my sports knowledge in one place! 

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Just Because

Come tomorrow they will all know my name. Sounds crazy right? Damn action movies have turned this positive message of hope for acceptance into something devious. I mean they could all learn your name through positive interactions with people. Maybe you were just going to introduce yourself around the office, or were supplying the music to the office party that way they will call you DJ what's his name. Thanks to the action genre saying that line will have you more closely linked to a terrorist then a social butterfly. Oh well let's go out to the lobby and buy ourselves some SNACKS.

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